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Not Like The Movies- Katy Perry

He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.

I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.

If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.

Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.
They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don't align,


If it doesn't stop time,
If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.

If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be.
When he's the one,
He'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And thats just the beginning.

'Cause I know you're out there,
And your, your love came for me.
It's a crazy idea that you were made,
Perfectly for me you'll see.

Just like the movies.
That's how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending.
It's not like the movies,
But that's how it will be.
When he's the one,
You'll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it's just the beginning.

I asked him to come back and that I will wait and he did--EARLIER than the expected date. But I no longer am happy. And now he is trying to cheer me up but I can't seem to smile from the heart unlike before. I asked him once why he can't say sorry and he would just answer "Sorry for what?" It appears like he deleted that painful scenario (the one when he dropped me like a hot potato) from his head. I just can't smile the same way anymore. Maybe I was over hurt or maybe I just needed a decent apology or maybe I can't accept somehow that he has a kid and it awakened my deepest fear that I may not bear a child. I want to know if this is a test God has given me to overcome my insecurities and my fears. If i can forgive without asking for an apology. If i can see the child as my own too since it is from the man I have loved. I really just don't know.

I can't seem to really manage to smile. It keeps on bugging me on what came on his head and he just left me. He doesn't want to answer that. I sometimes feel like quitting since he already did quit on me. I really don't know!

They say you know when you know....I hope I know what they are talking about.