LeeLeePot

Dear You,

I did what God has willed me to do. To slowly accept things that has been happening. I admit I am in a complicated relationship but I am trying my damnedest to prepare my emotions for the worst--knowing that if this keeps on going, I might go insane with my uprising insecurities. I have been broken hearted and it has always left me sad and insecure. So to you sir, wherever you are, whoever you are, whatever you might be doing, I am just right here. And HELL YEAH!! i soooo direly needed to be rescued on this crap of insecurities I am having. I may sound weak but I don't fear telling you that I am only human and this is just me being one. So if you might happen to come across this part of cyberspace, I will serenade to you in advance:

I could be your sea of sand
I could be your warmth of desire
I could be your prayer of hope
I could be your gift of everyday

I could be your tide of heaven
I could be a hint of what's to come
I could be ordinary
I could be the one

I could be your blue eyed angel
I could be the storm before the calm
I could be your secret pleasure
I could be your well wishing well
I could be your breath of life
I could be your European dream
I could be ordinary
I could be the one

I would lie here in the darkness
I would lie here for all time
I would lie here watching over you
Comfort you
Sing to you

I could be your worry partner
I could be your socialite
I could be your green eyed monster
I could be your force of light
I could be your temple garden
I could be your tender hearted child
I could be ordinary
I could be the one

I would lie here in the darkness
I would lie here for all time
I would lie here watching you
Comfort you
Sing to you

Will I ever change the journey
Will the hushed tones disappear
Oh little Rita
Let me hold you
Oh little Rita
Let me love you

I could be your leafy island
I could be your thunder in the clouds
I could be your dark enclosure
I could be your romantic soul
I could be your small begining
I could be your soothing universe
I could be your ordinary
I could be the one

I could be your ordinary
I could be the one

I could be your ordinary
I could be the one

May God send this to you even in a whisper. Be happy there everyday so that you won't scowl when your eyes would finally lay on me. I want our first meeting to be something that wouldn't happen everyday. I am sad today but I am trying my best to smile too. I am looking forward to see you. And this time, even if you know how to make me cry, this time, I'll keep my finger crossed, that you would never ever try.