LeeLeePot

I drink tears for breakfast, Extreme sadness for lunch, And thoughts of you for dinner.
So that by the time I go to bed and sleep, my dreams will be your shelter.
I cry tears on your pillow while I hug it late at night
And I’ll talk to the moon and ask if you’re alright.
I will talk alone in the room, thinking your scent would hear me
They can call me crazy, but this is what’s happening to me.
They say I am strong and should endure what’s going on
But how can I do that when my only strength is gone?!
I swallow pills of poison, hoping that tomorrow I will die.
Everyday I wish for God to take my life.
I can not smile the same smile I wear for five years
I feel so lonely even without the tears.
You said you don’t want me to have a hard time
But guess what? Since you left, life’s uglier than Frankenstein.
You said that I should wait, then wait I will do
But everyday, I’ll tell you to come back to me too.
For waiting is scary when you are all alone
And you’re left there anxious but still like a stone
Where is our five years? Where did it go?
Why do you have to leave me in my sorrow?