LeeLeePot

i've been holding up these tears though it's welling up inside,
it fills my deepest pits and i think i can no longer hide,
i'd rather lock myself in and embrace your empty presence
than go out and explore and discover only your absence.

i keep asking myself questions only you can give the answers,
i keep regretting all the words that I said that made you suffer
i keep guessing God's intentions why He ended us this way
i keep wishing and i keep praying that you'd come back home and stay.

i wanted to wake up from this nightmare, I beg for this to stop,
these wounds that keep on lashing made me feel like crap
i wanted to open my eyes now, and see you again sleeping
i wanted to believe that all of this is just a bad dream.

this heart is in comatose, i can no longer feel anything,
there is no sense to smile about this life ever again.
i wish i could just sleep and no longer wake up
till the day you would come back again and kiss me to stop.