wow te kaytee.. super duperly in love?wow... i hope i can relate to this.. i never fall yet. but i did love... not to someone really special... but if ever...hmm.. i dunno.. i havent tested my heart yet.. its soft, weak but trying to be strong... hahaha... have you heard of the song of celine dion and pavarotti? its revival it think it goes like this..
"Impossible to live with you
But I could never live without you
For whatever you do / for whatever you
Do I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you..."
i just love that song..
i think sometimes when you meet the right guy for you.. the guy that you think thats its right for you.. sometimes you'll say that.. but we dont know... what will happen tomorrow... its either you'll still say that.. or you'll meet someone a lot better..or worse.. but for me, if i feel the same way to someone like ate kaytee does, i would really wish he would be the one, want to be the last one... pero kung dili.. wa ko ma himz.. its not ment to be... if i can do the against all odds thingy..why not.. but you cant force things to work if the thing you are fighting for dont want to fight what you are trying to fight for...
Last edited by tamse; 10-27-2009 at 05:17 PM.
@ tamse
haha. that love has faded already woi. hehe.
ok ra na tam tam ^_^ as long as you're happy right now. thats all that matters for now![]()
I watched "And I Love You So" last night to relax my mind after a grueling 3-day hell-week at work and felt like watching a feel-good movie. I found myself in tears coz the lines uttered by the characters were like deja vu for me especially for Bea's -- I saw myself in her character when it was so hard for her to let go of her past.
I lost my first love over a betrayal and am nearing my 8th month of recovery.. I had some moments that I am down to the pit crying, asking a lot of why's and what-ifs and even blaming myself for what had happened. But there are instances when I feel so free and happy with my family, friends and meeting new peeps. All these mixed feelings you can say are highs and lows of what we call traces of a bad break-up. If you ask me, how am I now? I am having a hard time moving on. It's not that I still love the "ex" but I am enslaved by this fear in me that what if I meet someone new, will he leave me too?
This has always been the same scenario lately... When I am too happy with someone new, I would clam up and think of the crazy ideas that this blissful emotion wouldn't last and it's just fleeting. Or other times, I don't warm myself up to peeps I meet coz I lost my ability to trust again and it sucks big time...
I so wanna meet and have someone new.. I wanna feel inlove again.. but I always end up finding faults in guys or tend to push them away when I get too happy.
I hope this sick cyle will end... coz I really do wanna fall inlove again...
"People who love to eat are always the BEST people."
Julia Child
yes madam.. just be happy with your life right now.. its really rare for people who has all the time for his/her family,friends,relatives and etc.. and specially GOD..
keep it up madam.. lets do our best.. hehe
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