i guess the story started as friends and then MU?. . .
to tell you honestly you are like the 3rd party. . .
the bad side is if he really loves you then he would court you , but he didn't!!!
it's just a mutual understading. . .a need for a friend. . . a companion and not a lover!!!!
better make a distance from him. . . try to check his reaction. . .
if he gets mad . . .ask him what place do you have in his heart or his life?
reality hurts but that makes life colorful. . . .learn to accept it!!!!!!!!!!!!