LeeLeePot

i know you won't be reading so i am confident enough to ask these questions that have been bugging me for about a week now:

+ do you still love me like before?
+ do you still feel the same way when we made love?
+ do you still remember your reasons on why you hang on to me when i was about to let go?
+ do you still think of us?
+ will you ever come back?
+ will it all be the same when you're back?
+ will you say sorry for everything?
+ do i still come into your thoughts once in a while?
+ are your feelings more intense to her than to me?
+ what was in your head when you just threw our five years away?
+ why are you like that?
+ when you said you love me and that i am your life, did you really mean it or was it just plain bs?
+ if you did mean it, why did you left?
+ what are your plans now?
+ what happened to our five years?
+ can we still fix it?
+ do you still believe in us just like before?
+ will you be alright if i'm gone?
+ will i be alright when you're gone?
+ when will you bring back that warmth again?
+ when will i stop hurting?
+ why do you keep on pulling me back just when i have to take my best foot forward already?
+ which one's moer important to you?
+ does she know about me? does the kid know of my existence?
+ why didn't you tell your parents about what happened to us?
+ why am i so scared?
+ WHY? T^T