The Most Heart Breaking Phase in Your Life....

[Otagoth]

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True Love....That Was What it was, I was 17..
I Loved My GF (She Was My First Real GF) for about a year...
I knew that she already had a child,A Lot of People knew she had a child, a boy, but i didnt want to know that i knew, Cuz i loved her that much. I didnt Care.......i didnt care....
i Didnt want her to feel uneasy around me
Then one Day She Told Me She Was Pregnant....I Broke Down I did'nt Know What to do
Then She Told me She was Taking Zygotic or whatever it was to Kill the Child inside her womb.
I was Shocked...Speachless..I was To late to Tell her that i already accepted the Fate of Being a Father Despite my Age.
For 6 Months i Suffered....Seing A fetus on TV makes me un easy, Even the word of it makes me uneasy.
Sleepless nights....lonely Days and Cold Nights Followed me For Months...thinking to MySelf, This is to much
for a kid of My Age to Bear.

I Currently Lost my Ability to love, to Care, To show emotion.....all thats left is a Hollow version of myself.
I wish, i can forgive her.......

Months pass...Then one Day, I went and Talked to her Friend..and she told me it WASNT my Child...She Told me She was having a Love Quadrangle with me and other 3 guys........................I felt mad, i Felt Like a huge weight was lifted on my shoulder...but for some reason...3 years on, i didnt confront my ex and told her that i knew the Truth....i didnt want her to suffer like i had..

[aquila]

Well, thank God it's just a phase. Anyhow, each experience brings with it a wisdom that no guru can give. If guru offers none, scars will go teach us some...

Heartbreak is inevitable for those who trust. And we must trust, lonely is the man who doesn't know how to trust.

[splendid moonlight]

you were incredibly strong for a 17 year old boy.

[tolstoi]

martyr to the highest order...worthy of replacing Rizal on a matchbox

maybe it's bcoz of you being naive at that age..i just hope you've wised up this time boy.

[koto]

U have seen the worst part of the mirror

[Melvinthegreat]

^^thats not it... your 17 daghan pa ang muabot.. pero at least.. davah... naka agi naka... toinksss...

[Otagoth]

Thanks you guys.

[chinita79]

"You should always learn, with life comes wisdom and with wisdom comes the courage to live your life selflessly. The more you learn about yourself and the experiences surrounding your life the more opportunities you have to make your life better and more fulfilling."
-Amy Candy


what you have experienced, serve this as a lesson in life.... in time you will grow and become wise.

[kyuusai]

a strong man indeed.. imagine that situation.. if ever im gone to the same scenario..hmm ambot lang kaha noh? hehe..

[Otagoth]

Trust me, It's really disturbing...Like for example you see a fetus on tv? You feel uneasy and food tastes different everytime you eat.