Hi guys,
Pa advice naman please.
Actually, I am trying to gain trust and trying to WIN Back my ex.
Nasaktan ko sya to the point na ayaw na nyang magka-LOVE LIFE for the rest of her life.
MIND you guys, walang THIRD party dito. I did not cheat!
Nasaktan ko sya dahil sa ugali ko. Alam niyo ba kung ano? Dahil ako ay:
-Masakit magsalita kapag mag-selos
-Lier (BAKAKON)
-Tapos sinampal ko din sya 1 time. (Palagi nya itong naalala)
-Nag-tampo din sya sa akin ksi hindi ako sumipot sa birthday ng pamangkin niya.
For the past 5 months I did what was right
-To apologize sincerely. (Kahit yung Family and friends niya nag-sorry nadin ako)
-Gave her time and space (Pero twice a month nag-paparamdaman ako)
-Change my ways little by little
-Did bible reading. I know God will help me out
-Went to her place and fix things out
Recently, tinanggap niya ako bilang kaibigan.
Masaya na ako doon. Minsan nag-bibigay sya ng signs na may pag-asa pa.
Pero it hurts me a lot kapag mini-mention niya na AYAW na daw nya ng love life.
Na-trauma nadaw sya.
And now, naguguluhan ako..
Mag-kaibigan kami. There were times na nag-*** kami.
Tapos last valentines, I gave her white Roses and chocolates.
Pero nagtaka daw sya bakit hindi daw Red roses? Tapos sabi ko naman "kasi friends tayo diba? at pure yung love ko sayo at walang malisya".
Pero every time I-open ko yung feelings ko sa kanya. Ayaw daw nya ng love life.
Then she invited me to go her house on her birthday. And mag-stay doon for
2 days and 1 night.
Ano ito? Tama ba yung feeling ko na bumalik na ulit yung tiwala niya sa akin>?
Or baka revenge lang ito kasi nasaktan sya??