I'm not okay

[carbrill]

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It's been a while since we broke up but still I am not over you. you are still the person my heart beats. even I already accepted that you are not mine anymore. but only this past few weeks that reality sinks in my system and now I am fragile and weak. You Bring Out The Best In Me, you complete me, you're my better half. I was proud and was the happiest person in the world that I got the perfect person in my life. You are my ultimate crush, ultimate lover, and friend. Now I lose everything.

I need to be strong for others but deep inside of me, Yes! I am weak, losing my special person in my life is not my best attitude. This is what I don't like after having that happy moments together. the pain that no one wants to endure but one needs to suffer before you total move on.

I tried my best to cheat time, to heal and forget what happened to us. to keep myself busy, burry myself with lots of workload and worst to find someone to cover my loss, I realized that I still in love with you. every time, I'm dating with someone else, the only person I remember and see on their face is you, your smile and laughter. and it is killing me cause I know I can't have that moment with you anymore. but a part of me is happy cause I can still remember the way you talk, the funny face we used to make. it is just painful for me to go through this process realizing that I am not totally over you and I am still in love with you.

Sorry if I lied that I said that I will be okay when we broke up that Sunday morning. I just don't like that you'll be worried and burden with me. but I guess you moved on already and I'm here still hoping and praying that one day we will meet again and you'll be mine. I am still here for you I will still keep my promise that we made for each other.

even superheroes have their weakness and mine is LOVE... I cried and pray to God that He will sustain me with strength to endure this pain.

[Paks]

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Kani dyud ang gugma ba tsk tsk tsk.

Maka move on radyud ka ana , tnud.anay lang nga panag storya. TIMES HEALS sabi nga nila, at naniwala ako dun.

[bellah]

kantahan nalang tika ts ug victims of love >> peace,just find someone else who is worth it.Someone who you know that will always be there for you.

[ikasp69]

apir pre! hahaha anywayz its been awhile! Computer Games + Katagay pre ma solve ra lage na!

[Paks]

apir pre! hahaha anywayz its been awhile! Computer Games + Katagay pre ma solve ra lage na!

Mao dyud ! divert2x . Laag2x ug ngita og laing chix hahaha

[cloudduster]

Time will heal the wounds. You'll soon forget this person, if you choose to.

[Synthetic]

ay daghan pa babae dha TS, pero sakit jud nuon na, kasuway gani kog buwag 3 years kapin di sad lalim uy, pangitag diversion, parehas anang laag2, or pag sports, etc.

[NAN_WEN]

na hala tabana na...hahahahahah ^___^

[yaj.em]

and same here, I AM NOT OKAY.... but i will be, IN TIME.

[manoyyani]

Give yourself time to heal. you'll be vulnerable, but dont go into a rebound rxp. Kay unfair kaau for the new girl.

I dont know how you feel kay wala pa ko kasuway anah, but mu tuo jud ko that everything happens for a reason.