i can't cry hard enough for you to hear me now.. :'(

[pohpay]

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mag-emote sa ko.
..i was 3 when my father died, and after 2 years, nisunod sad akong manghud,
i thought okay ra ko.. but there are moments in my life nga makahuna-huna ko nila,
and it hurts a lot samot na kung makakita ko ni mama nga mag-struggle emotionally
magsige pa gyapon sya handum ni papa bisan naa na sya second husband.
ako pod, i pretended to be tough,
mobukad man gud akong tina-i pag moingon ng uban "tough girl" ko, maong magpa-astig astig sad ko..
pero at the end of the day.. i'd lay helplessly on my bed, empty kaayo..
geez!!! all my life i had craved for a father, a real father.. tsadaa siguro nagtubo ka nga naay papa noh?

"Some days the pain is stronger
It makes me sick and weak
I can’t stand this much longer
I just sit here and weep
..I was your first born
Daddy’s little girl
I took my own path
But was still part of your world
..I love you now
As I did back then
I just hope... one day
I will see you again"

[bleedingboi]

Hey tough girl.... It's no big deal. Tough girls do cry.

[pohpay]

Hey tough girl.... It's no big deal. Tough girls do cry.

salamat..

[bleedingboi]

I lost my mum when I was 4. So I know that feeling... Mga PTA meeting nga yaya ra ang mu attend, mga xmas party sa elementary class, yaya gyapon.
Tapos kung mother's day, mangita nlang ka ug auntie para tagaan ug card.

[pohpay]

I lost my mum when I was 4. So I know that feeling... Mga PTA meeting nga yaya ra ang mu attend, mga xmas party sa elementary class, yaya gyapon.
Tapos kung mother's day, mangita nlang ka ug auntie para tagaan ug card.

[alfalfa]

the best thing about it is that you learn to cope up with it. life has never been fair anyway. thus, this gives you the edge to face any adversaries that would come in your life.

[pohpay]

the best thing about it is that you learn to cope up with it. life has never been fair anyway. thus, this gives you the edge to face any adversaries that would come in your life.

Aye Aye, Capt'n!!

[pcline627]

I'm wondering why TS!.. Your mama sige ug handom sa imo papa bisan naa siya 2nd husband ug ikaw mismo 3 yrs old paka when your dad died.... Unsa d.i ang imong stepfather? Lahi jud iyang pakitungo sa inyo? Age nimo now TS? but TS.. Don't you think naay mas daghan pa mas pait nga kaagi sa imo? ilang mama ug papa patay na ug nagpuyo nlng sila sa tao nga dili nila kadugo ug naningkamot mo trabaho para lang maka survive niining kalibutana!.. TS tinoud lisud ang kuwang ug ginikanan pero mas maayo nga imong ecover up ang emptyness mag enjoy2 mo sa imong mama cause life is too short!.. Bonding2 mong duha!.. = )Mas gikinahanglan ka ron sa imong mama more than anything else!..

[pohpay]

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[pohpay]

I'm wondering why TS!.. Your mama sige ug handom sa imo papa bisan naa siya 2nd husband ug ikaw mismo 3 yrs old paka when your dad died.... Unsa d.i ang imong stepfather? Lahi jud iyang pakitungo sa inyo? Age nimo now TS? but TS.. Don't you think naay mas daghan pa mas pait nga kaagi sa imo? ilang mama ug papa patay na ug nagpuyo nlng sila sa tao nga dili nila kadugo ug naningkamot mo trabaho para lang maka survive niining kalibutana!.. TS tinoud lisud ang kuwang ug ginikanan pero mas maayo nga imong ecover up ang emptyness mag enjoy2 mo sa imong mama cause life is too short!.. Bonding2 mong duha!.. = )Mas gikinahanglan ka ron sa imong mama more than anything else!..

okay ra man akong step-father, outstanding pa man kaayo sya sa iyang pagka-babaero..

emote-emote lang ko, gimingaw lang jud ko's akong papa karong adlawa., di man jud malikayan samot nag makakita ka'g mga ubang amahan nga protective kaayo sa ilang mga anak..
..pero other than that, im enjoying my life ra man pod, .. with my inahan ug igsoon.