Why Can't we be lovers, only friends... :(

[chik_08]

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Here I am again....

Hmmmmmmm.... i came from a bitter relationship, have left and moved on. Upon moving on, I stumbled to an old friend, a family friend, one of my dad's poker mate and my cousin's best buddy. He was my crush way back 2001, me in highschool and he's in college. He is always present in every family gathering, birthdays, weddings, fiestas. He has been a part of the family already. When I was still with my X for 6 yrs, I got no time to attend family gatherings anymore bec. my X was too strict. After my X left, I did go back to my family. He was glad that I finally came to my senses. We exchange msgs in fb, the usual "how r u", "uv changed" "lovelife" "fillin in the gaps". Then we decided to meet up and grabbed a drink, he couldn't believe what he saw, a fine grown up young lady. He can't stop saying how mature I am now and how he enjoys the conversation. We exchange our love life sufferings, he was cheated and I was battered! nice... He admitted that he knows my whereabouts since Im always the "TOPIC" every family gathering and he worries alot but doesnt have the guts to msg me in FB since he knows my X's attitude. So from then on, we decided to meet up on weekends, grabbed a drink and this time.. "we kissed". I couldn't believe it that he got me and I was so into him now. Up until now, we do the usual stuffs, meet, drink up and kissed and both decided to enjoy each others company without my family's knowledge. He then asked me if given a chance to sign a contract that says, "if at the end of 2012, we are still both single, then KAMI NALANG!" I enjoy his company and he enjoys mine.... we speculate things like if kami.. how would we explain it to my dad and the rest of the gang! Im afraid I will loose him and be hurt again......... grrrrrrrrrrrrr... wats the best thing to do? THIS IS KILLING ME!

[jomzkie23]

take the risk if its worth it....

[chik_08]

take the risk if its worth it....

i am willing.. but i dont know about him... he doesnt want my family to know about us going out yet or maybe he hasnt move on too from his past..

[cuteboy_kahoy]

chik if your family knows him especially ang iyang good side then why not?? or try to have a family dinner then try to make him as a topic if daghan og good feedbacks sa iya from your family then andam na sa inyong decision...age doesn't matter 18 above na mn kaha ka wahahaha....

as a guy mas ganahan jud ko manguyab first sa iyang family (magpaila2x sa iyang family) before sa girl....

[kahrosi]

nyahahahahhahaha

[superidol]

ayaw lng sd jd ug kompyansa TS. . kay bcn bok.on ra ang pakwan ang iyang mutibo nmo . . ayaw pd isipa nga bastos, pro maz maaung managang kaysa manambal. .

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[maddox_pitt]

Your family would be so delighted to see you in the arms of someone they can trust

[theycallmekyoo]

The question is are you ready to take it to the next level? As what old cliche' goes, "When in doubt, don't ". If you are willing to take the risk then go. hehehe.

[freak_on_a_leash]

Panid-i lang ang panahon kay basin womanizer. mas maayo pa lagi ning laki nga muprangka ug rej2x lang tuyo kesa anang atik atikon pa ang baye nya mainlab pero in the long run rej2x ra ghapon tuyo.

[inyourface]

idola's pakwan nga pix ni superidol dah haha!

OnT:

i think okay rana inyong status ron basta kiss2 lng sah . .

control lng imong feelings miga kay murag wa pana cya ka-move on sa iyang previous . .