I wish I always had the courage to say the things that I wanted to say but the thing is I DON'T. Definitely, this is one of the reasons why some crazy things happen- we let the weaker, UNSAID, thoughts inside us linger and finally allow them to settle down into the abyss, at some dawn in our lives.
I wish I was braver and stronger then. I wish he understands that, sometimes, some things are just best left unspoken. The heart speaks louder than mere words nor letters, it speaks the more truth. Thoughts deafens the soul, words weaken it.
Still I pray that one day, some time at that fork in the road, I'll meet him once again and be that brave soul who not only think but can finally speak those things I have been wanting to say. I am just so lame now. I don't have the courage and it's hurting...
Why is it so ever difficult to say the most important things in the world? Or is it just me?