Too late...

[epiphany]

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Gusto lang nako i-share my experience before 3 years ago. I have this EX of mine, love jud nako kaayo siya, 5 years mi nagka-uyab since college. Dili sa pag da-ut niya, pero sa 5 years namo manag-uyab maka-ingon jud ko nga dili siya makasaligan. How many times she cheated on me, but when things go wrong with the other guys, ako gihapon siyang dawaton, dili lang maka-usa or maka-duha siya nag cheat, several times jud. But still I accepted her. I always gave her a chance. Grabe kasakit sa akong gibati, several times I was devastated, pero ako lang gikaya kay I love her. Usahay ako siya pangutan-on if "boring" ba ko nga uyab or kulang paba akong napakita nga "love" ngadto niya, pero mo tubag siya nga "dili, lingaw kuno ko ikakuyog ug I showed her more than enough kuno", so maka ask ko sa ako self usahay unsa akong kulang? Naay one time nga nagkasakit siya and I gave her my other kidney kay naa siya sakit sa kidney. I just love her so much more than the weight of my life. But still sometimes mo dula jud ug laing team. Ug ni-abot jud ang time nga I can't take it anymore. Last nga pag cheat niya nako nibiya na jud ko. She tried to call me, texted me. Pero wala na nako gitubag. She said she's sorry, ug dili na jud mahitabo pag balik. Pero wala nako mo-tuo. I had enough. I need to move on, I want to be happy. Then 1 year had passed we haven't communicated. Pero I heard from her friend nga sige kuno siya ug pangita nako, ug ni ana iyang friend how many times siya mo adto sa among laaganan permi before. Gisakitan ko naminaw kay naa pa gihapon koy feelings para niya, pero dili na jud ko mo balik pa niya. Then one time ana ni laag ko ug Leyte then nagkasugat me kay didto pud diay siya ni bakasyon uban sa iyang friends. Wala ko kasabot sa akong gibati, nakita jud nako nga nidaot siya pag-ayo (chuby man siya sauna), nalooy ko nag tan-aw..pero unfortunately this time ang thought of "Not give into my feelings for her" is so much stronger this time. She begged for forgiveness, she told me she will do whatever I want, she told me that this time she would die for me. She cried so much that it broke my heart. Pero I remained firm and decided this is the time to totally move on and let go. I just hug her tight and I cried, and told her "I already forgave you..but, why now? when its too late"...grabe kasakit sa akong gibati ato nga time, but I have to move on. Ni abroad ko para makalimot ko niya..I hope that she already moved on, that she have found the guy that would make her happy. As for me, I'm patiently waiting for the time that I would find my happiness. I hope there's someone for me out there.....


Have a good day everyone in istorya =)

[rics zalved]

gibawi ta to nimo imo kidney brad..lol..

[epiphany]

gibawi ta to nimo imo kidney brad..lol..

pwede palang brad..saon nalng kung akoy masakit wala nakoy backup

[mbneiz]

gibawi ta to nimo imo kidney brad..lol..

hahaha... ataka ug reply boss rics wui...

btaw ts move on kay dle nana maayu

[bisayang chick]

..I hope that she already moved on, that she have found the guy that would make her happy.

maayo sad ka oi.. kay nag hope ka na maka move on siya.. ikaw dapat maghope na maka move on naka.

[balolot]

gibawi ta to nimo imo kidney brad..lol..

hahahhaha. mao jd ako na huna2.an. pro ga wait jd ko kay sure ko, kaw ra jd maka ask ani rics.

[ting2x]

Gusto lang nako i-share my experience before 3 years ago. I have this EX of mine, love jud nako kaayo siya, 5 years mi nagka-uyab since college. Dili sa pag da-ut niya, pero sa 5 years namo manag-uyab maka-ingon jud ko nga dili siya makasaligan. How many times she cheated on me, but when things go wrong with the other guys, ako gihapon siyang dawaton, dili lang maka-usa or maka-duha siya nag cheat, several times jud. But still I accepted her. I always gave her a chance. Grabe kasakit sa akong gibati, several times I was devastated, pero ako lang gikaya kay I love her. Usahay ako siya pangutan-on if "boring" ba ko nga uyab or kulang paba akong napakita nga "love" ngadto niya, pero mo tubag siya nga "dili, lingaw kuno ko ikakuyog ug I showed her more than enough kuno", so maka ask ko sa ako self usahay unsa akong kulang? Naay one time nga nagkasakit siya and I gave her my other kidney kay naa siya sakit sa kidney. I just love her so much more than the weight of my life. But still sometimes mo dula jud ug laing team. Ug ni-abot jud ang time nga I can't take it anymore. Last nga pag cheat niya nako nibiya na jud ko. She tried to call me, texted me. Pero wala na nako gitubag. She said she's sorry, ug dili na jud mahitabo pag balik. Pero wala nako mo-tuo. I had enough. I need to move on, I want to be happy. Then 1 year had passed we haven't communicated. Pero I heard from her friend nga sige kuno siya ug pangita nako, ug ni ana iyang friend how many times siya mo adto sa among laaganan permi before. Gisakitan ko naminaw kay naa pa gihapon koy feelings para niya, pero dili na jud ko mo balik pa niya. Then one time ana ni laag ko ug Leyte then nagkasugat me kay didto pud diay siya ni bakasyon uban sa iyang friends. Wala ko kasabot sa akong gibati, nakita jud nako nga nidaot siya pag-ayo (chuby man siya sauna), nalooy ko nag tan-aw..pero unfortunately this time ang thought of "Not give into my feelings for her" is so much stronger this time. She begged for forgiveness, she told me she will do whatever I want, she told me that this time she would die for me. She cried so much that it broke my heart. Pero I remained firm and decided this is the time to totally move on and let go. I just hug her tight and I cried, and told her "I already forgave you..but, why now? when its too late"...grabe kasakit sa akong gibati ato nga time, but I have to move on. Ni abroad ko para makalimot ko niya..I hope that she already moved on, that she have found the guy that would make her happy. As for me, I'm patiently waiting for the time that I would find my happiness. I hope there's someone for me out there.....


Have a good day everyone in istorya =)

bro, past is past. sakit tuod pero mong dawaton.. ikaw nghope n cya mka moved on, pero ikaw bro, nka moved on nka? nag hope man kha ka makakita ug lain? pero kng mag ing-ana japun ka, wa jud lugar diha sa mong dughan ang uban.

cheer up!

[cuteboy_kahoy]

Like Elfman(Fairy Tail) said :your a real man...

sakto jud imong gibuhat TS...you hug her for the last time....^^,)

[butong101]

is this story for real? no offense..

[kuyabog]

gibawi ta to nimo imo kidney brad..lol..

pwede man bawion pero mahimo na nga neykid.. nahan ka?

OnT: saman ni ts, fiction or non fiction? kabasa man gud ko ani nga script sa literary workshop ni dr. tiempo.