1. i am disturbed by this &
2. i am one of those youths in america who has lost my native language.
i know a bunch of filipino youths where i live that either don't understand tagalog or know how to speak it, OR both. and i think this is just pretty disappointing. granted, english
is a national language of the philippines, but still...i came to the united states from the philippines when i was 5 years old and i knew how to speak tagalog. i'm 18 now, i've lost my ability to speak my language, i can understand it if it's spoken to me but even that's starting to fade away. i have no problem blaming my parents for letting this happen to me, and i guess it's up to me to attempt to learn how to speak it again. no matter how corny what i'm about to say may sound, i mean it with all my heart. by not knowing how to speak my native language, i feel like i've lost a sense of who i am, culture is something extremely important to me, i'm surrounded by it every single day living in new york city, i want to get it back and i feel like i can through learning how to speak tagalog again...
does anyone know how i'm feeling??...