what if naa moy amahan nga medyo nay sayad ang utok with the intent of
kaya ka patyon cguro if mapikon sya or unsa.. (even if anak pa ka niya)
mulayas mo? coz im really planning of getting away here in our house. as if
ako gidumtan aning balaya. i have my sisters/brothers pero ako ghapon
suguon. idk why.. naanad na sya? iyang character sauna pagkabata pirmi
bunalan etc.. naapektohan cguro iyang utok hangtod na pagdako na niya..
btw, seaman ni sya.. pagkagamay nako i thought of wanting to be like him..
karon dako nako.. i totally have a grudge on him.. i even want to beat the
**it out of him.. i know i can(having a 2 yrs experience in Aikido/Muaythai)
but i simply can't because he is my father.. that's why i just cry it out in
my room(sounds gay lol) im not yet finish studying because of this
addiction of mine in martial arts. maybe kani cguro rason nganong ako pirmi
iyang tirahon? wa ko nagtuon? i mean kbaw ko education is important but, i
want to live my life to the fullest where i can do what i love and be what i
want. can't he just support me for that? support lang ako gusto ba.. nay
1time dugay ko niuli d dyud to nako malimtan..(gkan fiesta)he punched me
right in the stomach. physically its not that painful. but mentally it really
is.. know that im his son.. we're the above average kind of family..
makalaag2 mi sa gawas singapore,malaysia, decent life pero d ko ganhan sa
akong amahan.. im not after the riches kung ingani man lang.. maypa pobre
nalang ko unya lingaw mi kaysa sa karon nga situation nako.. naa pud
1 time he said, "sa sunod gamay ra ipakaon sa iro ah! , hulmigason rana inig
ka ugma!" nya nitubag ko, "o lage dli btaw masunog ang balay tungod ra sa
hulmigas" ( murag akong gipoint out nga ngano diay og hulmigason? pwd
raman limpyohan?) i know sayop pd ko but murag napikon jud ko nga
daghan na kaayo syag yawyaw nako and pasyagit pa jud.. paghuman nakog
tubag ad2 ingon sya, "basig ganhan ka ihapak ko ni sa imong ulo ang
bowl(glass food bowl (Large lol))? buak jud ni sa imong ulo!" from there on
wala nako nitubag niya.. mao to karon plano ko layas.. so what do you
guys think? unsa ako buhaton? currently wala koy work. im planning on
having just mga P3000 then im on my own na.. ngita lang kog work bsag
tighugas ra plato.. im also planning on telling my sisters/brothers/mom kung
asa ko.. para d sad sila ma worried kung naunsa nako.. so unsa inyo advice
mga tol?