Time that will never come..=((

[kharldroid]

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Dear L,

4 years ago was the time when knew each other, you wore a pink shirt that day. It was during zoology class that i started to notice you because of your cute smile and your beautiful eyes. Our friendship may have had some ups and downs because of my feelings towards you. I know that you keep pushing me away because we're friends or maybe it's because you never had any relationship (probably both). 2 months ago, when there was another guy that was trying to be close to you, you said that "if I were to enter in a relationship I'd probably choose you" it made me think that this maybe it. Maybe if I do this and that we'd be together. All those hours and days that I spent thinking of you, sometimes dreaming of you will finally payoff. My 110% of effort for the past 4 years would come to an end. After a couple of days when you said that I tried to be much more closer to you but still you push me away?? I don't get it.. that was the time when I think about some stuff (You) with a big question mark in my head. and finally thought of "am I just an option?". It took a couple of days before I had the courage to ask you that. And after asking you that you we're silenced. not knowing what to say back. And that was the time when I made up my mind about this. I will love someone else all those years spent trying will now be over because if we were never meant to be we will never be together. I just hope you will find a guy for you, a guy who respects you for who you are, someone who truly loves you and cares for you and who truly deserves to be with you also who you'll love of course. I might not get to know anyone else like you and smiles like you do but now it's time that I'll stop my feelings for you or maybe just hide it. You might forget about me someday that will be fine, I'm not that important to you anyway. 4 years spent and you seldom share your time with me. Every year during my birthday you ask me (through text) about what would I want during my birthday, and the answer would always be the same. It would be just some of your time. But I guess that it may never come. Not 4 years ago, not now or in the near future.

I just hope that you might read this someday. =))

[marcus2015]

TS.. peanut bitter ani na post wue.. enwes gudluck nimu Ts hop makakita nka og yayab!!!^^,

[cjmagowan]

oi ka sad.... bitterness i see in your heart TS. But anyway that's life.. U need to fail to find a more suitable settlement. Maybe what she was asking from your isn't a lover but only friend. U could dwell on that, real friends don't let go. they stay on the weakest moment. You both may find your partners someday but don't let go your friendship. You don't need to rush love as they will come when you don't expect it.

[coebam2x]

haha GL TS ka emo ui

[jeszeiahsmom]

congratz TS!..good to know ur movin on!

[yiennahs]

kalooy, torpe ra kaau ka gud, sunggaba dayun LOL

[xoedz]

mao jud ning gugma TS - giat*y!

be strong, naa pay mas nindot ug smile diha. who knows basin makakita ka diri sa forum. hehe

[monochromatic]

tawn pd. ok ra na ts oiz. move on.

[hanybee]

ikanta nalang na ui..

[pip]

u just miss ur ride .. hehehe .. ngita lain ride