Have you ever been sorry about something? Hmm... Like shutting down someone you really, really like? I DID! It was violent, it was ugly, and it was messy. Been waiting for him to make a move for more than a year now. And now that he's trying to reach out, I just abandoned the conversation. Not to mention, thrice! I have always been friendly to a lot of people and I don't have a problem opening up my secrets to them at times, but when he tries to approach me and talk, my brain freezes, core temperature rises, blood pressure skyrockets. Funny, Isn't it? Call me crazy, call me stupid but that's how it goes! I've never been like this. I was always confident about myself. It's really different with him. For sure, he's just another human being. Most people would often wonder why I like him. He has a wide range of interest that I know most people can't connect with. That makes me wonder at times if we still have a possibility to be on a one on one conversation. I know! He tried! I failed! You can't blame me though! I like the guy! Still waiting for something interesting to happen with both of us minus the trembling!
~Videz votre esprit de ne peut pas.