Just a while ago I saw a show that a person was crying but she can't express fully her emotion... so I suddenly recall something...
That was few years back when my mother told me the truth about my love one who was dying, the doctor told her(my mom) that she (loved one) has only few months to live. when i heard the news I can't cry in front of my mom. I was holding all my tears back waiting for the right time to cry. So when I went to the hospital the only thing i did was crying in silent i can't make any whaling cause I don't want everyone will know that there was something wrong... in a way it releases some tension but the pain was still there...