need help

[irishe]

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nagbulag mi sa ako 2-year time bf last august 2010.. he was a seaman and im a nurse.. uyab mi since we were students.. welcome kaayo mi sa amu mga families.. we got alot of plans para namu duha, especially SIYA.. but all in a sudden during naglayag xah, kalit lang xah nausab. it started out sa gamay lang kau na butang niya naabot sa pangbuwag..

im giving myself the duration of 6mos para maka move on ko.. but new year nalang buh, i do not know if im moving.. i do not know if its wrong to throw away all our memories like pics, etc.. nahan ko molarga kay it seemed na every corner sa cebu is a memory.. i'm in agony everyday.. yes i go out with friends but something is still missing, i still feel empty..
naa man pud mga nanguyab but mura na nuon ko ug man hater kay ako man insultohon and awayon.. im reli sorry for my attitude..

but puede magpa heart transplant or hypothalamus transplant? im so tired.. maabot na unta ang guy na makapa open up naku balik.. guys pls help..

nganu jud kaha na magtinarung mao nuon binuangan.. ahayyy..

[irishe]

i hate myself for being so loyal, faithful and trustful to somebody who turned out to be so unworthy.. thanks for the help..

[annerhexian]

start from ur self.. Mabalewala ang advice sa imo mga friends if dili sad tabangan nimo emohang kaugalion..
if going abroad feels right, then go and grow so as to be glowing in due time...


understand in order to accept..... have this MIND SET... mind set ra daw na daogon.. and as well, decision..
kaya na nimo.. kayanun dapat na nimo.....
imo man tong nasudlan.. imo sad na dapat gawsan..

[unique]

ACCEPTANCE....love your self....and be happy for ur xBf....let go...and move on....stop looking at the past or even holding on to it....just live your day to the best or urself.

[irishe]

@annerhexian: yes, thanks kau sa imu advice.. yes im starting out everything on myself.. thanks for cheering me up..

[irishe]

@unique: yes im still on the process of accepting the tragedy.. thank you very much for dropping by.. i'll soon get in there.. I WILL BE ABLE TO CROSS THE BRIDGE SOON..

THANKS!

[unique]

its not a tradegy...everything that comes and goes in our life are actually blessings in disguise. they make us become a more better person, its commonly called as 'experience'.

[irishe]

@unique: ah okay i see, ill take that with me.. thank u very much for your time.. heheh bring it on!!

[unique]

he hehe....

just have a positve mind set

dont look at the glass of water half empty, but instead look at it at half full...the world is so full of beautiful and wonderful things...is up to you how you want it.

[liarsys]

sakit gayod ug mawagtangan tag usa ka hinugugma nga sa atong pagtoo siya maoy makigtimbayayong sakasakit ug kalipay sa atong tibook kinabuhi....ang usa ka relation pono sa mga pagsuway daghang sagbot sa katilingban, sa akong timbang2x ang imong hinigugma aduna nay lain nanag iya...

ayaw pasagdi imong kaugalingon nga magpa-gapos ka sa imong pagbati nga gugma, ehapsay imong panghuna2x dawata ang kamatooran nga sia wala na, ang kahitas-an adunay gitagana ka nato nga maoy mahimong kapikas sa atong kinabuhi, kuyugi sa mga pag-ampo nga tagaan ka ug igong ka isog aron pag atubang sa imong mga suliran..lingawa imong kaugalingon pinaagi sa pag himo ug maayong mga gimbuhaton..bata kapa kaayo aduna pay mga anindot nga ka-ugmaon nag paabot kanimo.....pray olwys..


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