torn between 2 lovers. pagka faet

[yvonne6]

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naunsa naman ni akong life oi. na complicate naman nuon akong life when i thought i would be making the best decision in life. mao ni ang story....few months ago, i broke up with my long term bf (6 years mi), naa mi almost 5 year old baby boy. whirlwind romance lagi, perting pagka dugmok sa akong kasing2 during the times nga kami pa sa guy. although there were several times man pud nga he did show his love, just that, naglabaw lang gyud ang pagkapasaway. daghan kau sala including cheating, lying, pagka insensitive, pagka irresponsible, name it. so eventually, nag break mi. it was hard at the start but then, i learned to accept it and we are friends because we share the kid. april pami nag break. on the same month, i met a foreigner online who accepted me and whatever happened with me in the past. he supported me financially and eventually came here recently. he arrived dec 4 and left dec 29. generous baya siya but then, tigulang na. 64 years old, masakiton na gani. i found out nga naay tinaguang lain batasan ang foreigner and i am scared. grabe ka demanding and dali kaau masuko. of course wala ni nako makita online. pasensya lang ko. tonight lang, i had a talk with my ex and karon lang gyud siya ni open up sa iyang feelings (which he never did in the last 6 years). he admitted that it was hard for him to verbalize his feelings. that while we didnt see each other, the thought of me being with another man is killing him. hala. he was really mad at me and promised he will move on and didnt want to see me again, ever. but then, he terribly miss me. selos jud daw kaau siya. this is when he told himself na inlove jud diay ko ni yvonne. he said, i thought happy na kaau ka ato na guy but then when i learned nga lain iyang batasan na concern pud ko kay dili ko gusto nga pasakitan ka sa lain. flattered ko and really nice kaau paminawon. honestly, im not inlove with the foreigner, and im sure people would understand. i thought i can learn to love him but then when i saw his bad attitude, i even started hating him everytime i see his bad side. pero hadlok sad i consider balik akong ex, basig chika ra niya iyang mga estorya, but then ma feel baya nako ang sincerity niya, of course i can tell, 6 years kaha mi nag uban. hahay, why does it have to be like this. makalagut baya

[kimleeKINO_choi]

hehe mao jud...but distance lang sah sis sa nilang duha...esp u ex.....

[yvonne6]

lisud mag distance kay naa mi anak gud. i dont think not seeing him is the answer pud. tutal, mga end of this year paman mobalik ang foreigner, i have enough time to weigh things. one thing, im not really that materialistic man sad. mas mo matter baya jud nako nga love nako ang taw akong kauban, daghan lang ang natabo namo sa akong ex mao nga cautious na jud kaau ko

[ohohoy]

just listen to your heart TS kung kinsa ang bug-at..

[BloGgerGurL]

About sa katong foreigner TS... be careful lang ato niya.,, kay naa man diay tinaguan... I don't know lang what to say regarding your ex though... I think your the best person who can tell if you want him back.

[walker]

@TS, u b careful wid the foreigner. tinaguan batasan is very dangerous. foreigner ra ba na. masakiton na man kaha...besides u said u dont love the foreigner, that makes ur thread title somewhat misleading...hehe

[abayerds]

ana jud na ang laki, basta maka kita nga naay lain ang iya ex, mura mag selos.peru diil na love to tell you honestly, i have felt that before to my ex gf...mawala ra gihapon na...if serious siya nimu, why man dili siya makig menyu...nana gud moy anak...ask this to him...

youre foreigner thing is so premature, you can't tell if you really love him compared to your 6 years....
hahahaha...nganong ni enter....

[fieldygabs]

d dyud na masulti sa years ang relationship... pero btaw sakto to ang guy nga nakasulti nga wa gyapon klaro imu ex kay 1 pud ko sa naka experience ana... pero if wala nila 2 ang destined nimo try lang ug huwat.. d ta kasulti sa future if unsure ka nila ay pugsa... ^^

[Cory1986]

lahi ra jd ang Foreigner kaysa pinoy! Pinoy jd ko if papili.on ko but dili lang ko mag storya ug patapos~ wa ta kabaw sa panahon. *wink*. sariling atin
I have a friend nga naa na jd xa sa US kay fiancee visa. Doctor tong laki and tiguwang na sad. sus, uli ang baye wui kay ni show na jd ang true colors sa laki. mao sad lagi to, financially sustento sa laki sauna but ni quit ang baye kay dili daw makaya ang batasan.
Sariling atin parin pero naa sad mga swerte nga baye nga makapili nga buotan nga foreigner. dili lang nato igeneralize!

[IBILAIDIE]

TS: ikaw na jud ni ingon na sincere imo ex sa iya nasulti.. so ikaw ra jud nakahibao if unsa imo buhaton.. lison na ang dili taga diri kay ikaw mn ang mo understand nila (mao na kasagaran sakong nailhan).