you know you aint stupid and dumb. you can give very nice advice to friends and you seem to be very strong with in comes to decision making. yet, when it comes to yourself, you make dumb decisions, esp when it comes to love? normal bani? are there a lot of people in this dilemma? in my case, i know that this guy is not the right one for me, he broke my heart, gazillion times, he even doesnt have a job, he is not really good looking. i am aware that he is not the right one for me, yet my heart yerns for him. i miss him so much it almost drive me nuts not to see him for weeks. abnormal ba kaha ko noh? i hate what i feel, honestly, but it feels different being with him. urrrghhh. unsa mani oi.