It's hard to pretend...

[SilVerChair07]

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Last week, in a fit of rage during a really bad fight, my boyfriend grabbed my shoulders really hard, and when i fought back, he grabbed my hair as well. I rushed out of the house and went to the police station because i wanted to file a complaint against him.
The police after hearing my story or the incident told me to come back during office hours and talk to a policewoman. and even indicating that I might just be overreacting. of course, he didn't say those words exactly but the fact is he didn't take me seriously. murag gi ingnan lang ko gani na it's just one of those lover's quarrel.
I went back home after that, feeling so hopeless. I haven't been better ever since. I mean emotionally, mostly... the physical pain is gone, but the emotional part is getting hard to deal with. I have friends to talk to, but feeling ko they can't really relate to how i feel like now. like they say, it's gonna be okay. but feeling ko it's not gonna be okay. and lately i've been thinking more and more about dying. I just can't take it anymore. I go to work, but the work that i enjoyed before is so pointless to me. everyday i drag myself out and everyday i paste on this super smile for everyone to see that i am okay. but deep inside i am slowly dying. it's getting so stressful pretending to be happy, doing the same thing everyday. when in fact i just want to end it all...

[EightEqualsD]

sorry to say this.... but.... your friends are right... you are over reacting...
But i know your just in a really bad mood. You know what helps? Just look at the bright side. You know that there are lots of people who are having bigger problems than you. Just be thankful of being able to do what you do...

[dindinisms]

Go on a vacation TS to clear your mind.

[darsmith13]

mag uyab palang mo.. one fight ra ang imong basehan sa imong pagpakamatay?.. ineffective coping.. unsa nalang kahag mag minyo mo.. naa pay mas dagko nga problems kesa ana..

[madfluid]

la gane mi kbaw unsa jud reason behind sa inyo away ug nganung naabot mo anang binirahay
but dli sad na maayo manapat ug girl. control lang unta
sus ayaw paapekto ana napay dghan dra

[Attempt-Fight-Gear]

inig ma minyo namo sis...komo na imo matilawan.

buwagi na

[roinuj10189]

ang lalaking manapat angay buwagan....
uyab pa gani mo manapat na xa, saun nalang kaha kung magkadaun jud mo...
bsag unsai rason sa away, di jud na dapat irason kung nanung manapat ang laki...

[rhenz143]

mao jud..murag imu self ra imung geilad..

[erl_jens]

unsa ni? manapat ang laki? lisura sad ana wui maayo gani
bisan akong uyab hot temper kaayo pero sukad2x wala gyud ko ka tilaw ug
hapak man lang gikan nya.. mas ma louy pako nya every time mag away me
nya perting lagota na gyud nya aky adto na lang nya i kulata sa bong2x o kanag sa
kahoy baron mag ka dugo na lang na ang iyaha kamot...... so para nimo buwagi na wui
way ayo na... sadista kaayo ng lakiha

[epoaxlan]

dapat man unta atimanon ka TS kay naa bya taw law nga anang violence against women..RA 9262 sec. 3..