It's unusual.. It's sometimes very complicated...
You asked for somebody, a sign or something that would lead you to a great love
long lasting relationship and somebody you could love despite what happened behind the days of today...
The time shouldn't be an issue but it became one because of the realities of having you to justify how you fell into the magic and the insanities of love.
How you could build a building of trust without even using one tool?
How can things came unexpectedly and you can't even justify everything...
and these would leave you into a moment of blurriness with her...
She asked you questions but you aren't able to seek lifeline of answers..
you are having a hard time to give her one...
all you ever knew was just you fell into it... and you have left your guards down...
you wanted to risk everything just to justify your feelings towards her...
you wanted to let her feel that she's worth the risk...
that you can take away her pains... not maybe in just a blink of an eye.. but gradually...
I am still positive.. I'll be looking forward.. I have to be this way... just for her...
I need to be strong for her... I have to...
so for now, I'll play with time... until you'll become mine....