Back To You..

[aphrodite]

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yes we all have heard of this John Mayer's cool song back to you..
...but am not here to talk about the song, am here to talk about getting back with your ex's..or..not exactly getting back but realizing that after a long time of not seeing each other..u realized that ur still into that particular ex-lover..NOW how could that be possible

[aphrodite]

..the very reason why ive come up posting such topic is that....BECAUSE.. i saw him again when i was having my holy week vacation in my town..i never thought id be bothered like this AGAIN knowing that ive changed and kiver na jud ko anang mga guys.. am taking my time and enjoying my being single!

he was really this "SOMEBODY" to me. but as time passed by, i realized that maybe dili lang jud siya para nako. and i expected nga magkita jud mi this vacation and that wala lang..wala nay feeling coz everything's history..

ambot oi..naa man jud mga certain times nga di ko kasabot! i dunno kung gimingaw lang ba ko on having a boyfriend or nag-reminisce lang ba ko or gimingaw lang ba ko niya..or what yuckie nako oi..

i dont know...

[aphrodite]

what do you think is it time for me to be put into a psychiatric ward?? or is this normal?? ;p

have you experienced somthin like this?? i feel like im into him again pero di ko ganahan.. darn! forgiveme.. am losing a bit of my sanity again..

do you have any ex's whom you wish to be with againunsaon nimo??

[aphrodite]

thanks reg! but im sufferin from this since i was still a kid.. not really a kid though.. but i was still in my teenage life.. he is really somebody i could not explain to me... he keeps on comin back unexpectedly.. i mean the feling or somethin like that..

the prob is..were totally opposite...kung unsa ko ka approachable..he aint like that.. taas kaayo siya ug pride, he wont even listen..or if he does, he wont say anythin at all... lisod kaayo siya e-decipher..ambot lang!

[wanda_woman]

think it over a hundred times kung love pa ba jud nimo sya. u miss the person, but it doesnt mean u still love him.

[n`gel]

Aphrodite: Lisud kaayo na nga feeling. There must be a very good reason why you two broke up and as you said it was a long time ago. Maybe he's really not meant for you. Kita tanan makaagi man gyud ta anang uyab uyab, kung ang taw dili para nimo dili gyud siya para nimo. God will make a way for both of you to find love again if it is really meant. But if not, learn to accept it and don't fall for him again. It's just a matter of acceptance... dawata nga you're not meant for each other (siguro)... and mao gitugot nga nagkauyab mo kay naa kay makat-unan from that love experience. Oftentimes we grieve losing someone too much and we forget God's intention. People come our way but some aren't meant to stay physically or emotionally, but it's what you learn that's truly important. Di ba? gi hashasan gyud ta pag-ayo para kung moabot na ang taw nga para gyud nato... we've learned a good deal. Pero, mas sayon i progress ang relationship with ex's if you can be friends. I know it's hard pero just try it. Try to downgrade his value in your heart... and later on... you'll get used to him being your friend lang. And I tell you, you can't imagine falling for him again. Hehe... All my ex's are my friends actually but I can't imagine myself being with any of them again. Usahay makaingon ko, eee nagkauyab mi sa una no? hehehe..

[karamazov]

aphrodite.....


OT:
over ra kaayo imo drama.. mas maayo pa imong ipadala sa MAALAALA MO KAYA...

jejejejeje....

[Galadriel]

talk to him...and search yourself on how you really do feel towards him...as the saying goes "if you love him set him free. if he comes back he is yours. if he doesnt, then you two were never truly meant to be." maybe he is your karmic soulmate...the one who you can't be with and yet not be without if you see him...learn from what you used to have with him...ask yourself ngano nagbuwag mo? ngano ganahan nasad ka nya ron?

[sercor::jhumzki]

char kau c aprho oi..ü

[aphrodite]

wa ni char oi.. heheh. i never thought id feel somethin diffrent or somethin like this again.. and i never thought it could happen again..being bothered by him when i decided not to..its inevitable.

what i expected was that if ever well meet again.. we're friends..so, we'll stay that way..treat each other as normal friends.. but what happend hinuon was the unexpected. prob is, i cant approach him and talk to him.. i know he wouldnt talk to me coz he's acting soo weird..i did try to during our "rehearsal" but i just couldnt reach him..i dunno?!

we broke up coz of "immaturity". and i never thought of getting back with him AGAIN coz labad man sad gud kaayo iyang batasan... but honestly, i know deep inside nga ok ra nako kung unsa siya..its just that i have to find excuses or reasons not to love him again and that i should bear in mind..

honestly again.. all throughout these years after i lost him..naa man gihapon siya.. although ive met several men, present gihapon siya.. ako nalang gi-hinay2x ug lubong kai ako ra man gihapoy nagboang sa akong self..

karun lang jud ko na bother ug balik after a long time..