Oh how I love my girlfriend. I've done everything for her, I've sacrifice my own happiness and I've even sacrifice my own wants just to give way for hers even though she really have a bad attitude. I just can't understand why she still have the guts to be so angry to me for a very small reason. After all those good things that I've done for her; give her what she likes, buy what she wants, go where she wants and do things that she wants. Still, bati ghapon kaau siya og batasan. She's spoiled (by her mom and by me), maldita, pala away, gahi og ulo and self centered.
I don't know what I'm going to do sa iyaha coz everytime dli masunod ang naa sa iya mind and gusto, and if dli sunod sa iya point of view ako ma huna huna-an kay she gets very angry jd and all those bad word stuffs just came out of her mouth.
There are many times that mag argue mi just for a very small reason na dli niya gusto. Magpa-ilog lng jd ko permi but mao ghapon, bsan nag pa ilog nako, padayun ghapon og pangaway and say stuffs na sakit kaau sa dughan paminawon.
Every time na dli ma sunod iya gusto and na huna huna-an kay masuko jd daun siya kaau and sapoton daun. I don't want to say this but dli siya khibaw mu sabot og situation and dli siya khibaw magpa hi-ubos. If she wants it, It should be there daun and masunod jd daun.
And every time masuko and sapoton siya kay I feel that she doesn't love me coz of those stuffs na iya i pang sulti nako. It hurts me soo much.
And if siya pd gani ma sayop kay siya pa nuon ang masuko and sapoton, she always thinks that all of her points of view are right. As-in sobra kaau siya ka pala away na murag patyon nako niya and this happens almost everyday. Bsag naa nako g buhat para sa iyaha og g hatag para sa iyaha or g sunod iya gusto, mu kalit lng siya kasuko or kasapot. I really don't get it why she acts like that. I tried ignoring her if sapoton siya but she just told me na wala ko care niya after ignoring her.
Just this afternoon, na suko na pd siya nako and g sapot siya. Ni adto ko sa ila house just to give her request na chocolates, I knew na mulakaw siya kay nakig sabot mi na mu lakaw but when I arrived sa ila house kay na suko siya kay wala daw ko nag tell na mu adto ko sa ilaha and iya g reason kay padung siya mag CR and wala siya khibaw. She just get the chocolates and g palakaw ko.
I really don't know unsa ako buhaton nya. After nya makig away kay makig peace man pd daun siya and mag sorry. But mostly kay magpa gahi gahi jd siya and mag pa isog isog.
Actually, tomorrow is my birthday and I texted her just now na dli na lng ko dre sa cebu mag birthday kay mu uli ko sa province kay adto ko mag birthday sa ako parents, and ako na receive na reply kay "uli kung gusto ka, maau nuon para walay gasto".
I've been in pain so much. I really don't know what to do with her. I love her so much.
Honestly, my tears are shedding while writing this.