Why is it so damn hard to be completely happy! why is it always should be in a complicated and hurtful situation when all you want is to be with the person you love and to be happy! How ironic life can be! when you finally found someone that completes your being! it is also the time when you finally found out that it also comes with too much excruciating pain and complications! Why can it not just be simple! LOVE and be HAPPY! Thats why sometimes questions lingers as to why GOD allows two people to meet when all along it would just cause GRIEF, PAIN, COMPLICATIONS and DISAPPOINTMENT. And no matter what you try to fight for that special love that you feel inside your crux still! you feel that what you do is not enough and you feel to just surrender the fight! But how can you wave the white flag for surrender when you know from the deepest part of your heart that you still can fight though you gave already your strength and theres no left! and until the last drop of your blood you still want to fight and win the so called war LOVE!!
DAMN!