Gawd, I can't believe I'm talking about this.
Sheesh. May lang dili istoryans akong mga peers. Except the one who I'm talking about on this thread.
Too bad she doesn't lurk in the relationship section.
I have two simple realizations about love.
1)Usually, when a simple flame of attraction sparks in a group of close friends, the group tends to resort to what we call badgering(kanchaw).
-Basta naay kanchaw, lisud jud na magkadayon ang mga love team. Labi na kung wala pa kay sila nag kaila.
2)If you say "I love you" to a person you barely know and declare that "I will make you fall in love with me eventually", the person will be cautious with his/her actions and end up not revealing her true self.
So, I am trying to test my theory of " Love with no boundaries".
I am currently trying to break the 1st realization above in order to test if love truly wins in the end. Despite the fact that I am being badgered by all of my peers,
I still go forward and see her, even though engineering siya and ako taga fine arts, adtoon nako siya, despite the fact that her classmates' eyes get fixated on me whenever I go down because I am NOT an engineering person and they can tell who's who, I still sit with her every MWF.
Also, I would attempt to break the 2nd realization that declaring love at a very premature stage would result to awkwardness. But I think, by just being honest with your feelings is better than waiting for the right moment.
So, EVERYDAY, I keep telling her that I love her. She just smiles and gawks, telling me that I'm crazy.
But she knows I do.
what I'm trying to say is, am I crazy to set it all up and fight the world and the norms of courting?
Or will love win?
Tl;dr(Too long;didn't read)
--When you've put yourself in a situation where the girl you like get's awkward with you because she doesn't like being badgered about pairing2x, does this stop you from pushing through even though most probably, she wont like you back? Does declaring love prematurely work?