you know the funny thing about love is letting it just pass by. Based on my own experience this is all i noticed.
when i was still in high school I never really made an effort on having someone to love but kept on saying i like this/that(referring to girls names), i only made the effort of getting close to them like bestfriends. By the way i started this in highschool coz i didnt care bout it when i was still at elementary level. hehe.. Back to highschool, I had so many girls close to me yet i still made no effort in making one of them as my girlfriend till i graduated and made me think that i had so many chances. So i made so many regrets (you can say that i was that dumb not to make a move).
then i went to college and lost contact on all the girls that i wanted to be mine. so i became a loner (always thinking at the my chair) I'm not saying that i did not make any friends while i was still in college in fact i made a lot of friends (usually drinking friends). this is were i met this girl that me think of other things/people except for her.
so she was my classmate for 1 subject but still didnt make any effort to tell her(dumb)i never knew she liked me too. But still she became my girlfriend, we got together for a year even though we kept it a secret. But still broke up, we both decided on it. It broke me to pieces and decided to move on and she did as well too.
Now im already working i met this other girl, then have to let her go after knowing that she already has a boyfriend(what a bum) she said she like me too and asked me what should she do coz she doesnt want to be a 2 timer. but still i refused (i hate girls who still make flings with other guys eventhough they already have someone).
so the ending to this is.. i alone.. you really dont want to be like me..