The Unofficial Girl ~> Blissful-Pain

[inna-iks]

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Have you ever cheated on someone?
Have you ever tried being THE THIRD PARTY?
Have you ever tried causing a break up or let's just say, have you ever tried messing up someone's relationship before?
Have you ever tried being the culprit after a heartbreak?
Ever been unfaithful?
Have you ever left someone that loves you so much for someone whom you love the most, and who loves you back as well? But you can't be together -- because he's taken.

* Of course, all of those crazy unfaithful things done unintentionally... *

I know, people who would allow themselves to be in such a toxic relationship is someone very stupid, selfish, bitchy, home wrecker, heartless, flirty, and all the negative things that I could think of and what nots. That's what I think so too before.

That was before I allowed myself to enter this kind of relationship... I'm the third party now, the spare key, the meantime girl, the one that he loves truly but he just couldn't break up with his girl yet, the one who "makes him happy", the one he goes out with at the wee hours of the morning, the one he claims that he can't get enough of... The one who is madly in love with him. Who would do everything just to be with him forever. The one who would marry him in a heartbeat. The one who completely forgets how wrong everything is when they're together already. The one who is trying her best to hold on amidst the blissful pain. Ironic. The one who kissed all of the people in her life away, nobody left but him. It's weird. To think, he could be gone any time that he wants. Oh well, what a risk. But I love him. I don't effin care.

I'm that girl that every girlfriend hates.
I am that girl that everyone talks about.
I'm that girl whom everyone thinks that should be burned to death for being such a flirty bitch and for stealing their boyfriend away from them.
I'm that girl... Who some people misjudge right away.

Again, amidst all of these things attached to the happiness that I have with him, I'm still willing to go through everything with him. Willing to wait. That's how much I love him.

... I'm ashamed to admit that I have judged mistresses before, people who allowed themselves to be the "spare" key of that someone that they love, the third party, the one who caused an annulment, divorce, or a break up between long time lovers...

Now I know, it's not that easy being the third party.
It's painful as hell.
Now I learned something every valuable, never judge someone right away if you don't know the freaking whole story. Do not stereotype people as much as possible. Just because she cheated doesn't meant that she's capable of loving and telling the truth.

People can change. If they choose to.
People can love. If they want to.
People can be honest. If they choose to.

**// Thank you for taking the time to read my bitter sweet love story for now. There has no ending yet, I hope it ends well. But again, I don't believe in fairy tale endings. Too much crap in it. ~~~ Now, I would want you to share something similar to this? Or probably a story or two? Anything that caused a wreckage to a relationship or you get me right? Anything similar to this. Or your opinion simply. Don't worry, you're allowed to say anything, just because I choose not to judge people that much any more doesn't meant that you can't judge me...

Go ahead, pull the trigger, hit me with your best shot. Tell me what you think. //**

PS : Don't get me wrong, I'm very happy with him. I wouldn't trade this for anything else. I wouldn't want to change a thing. No regrets.

[RainDrizzle07]

Have you ever cheated on someone? YES - he cheated first, so I cheat back..*evil laugh*
Have you ever tried being THE THIRD PARTY? --- NO
Have you ever tried causing a break up or let's just say, have you ever tried messing up someone's relationship before? - No.but they blame me anyway.. @_@
Have you ever tried being the culprit after a heartbreak? -- YES
Ever been unfaithful? YES
Have you ever left someone that loves you so much for someone whom you love the most, and who loves you back as well? But you can't be together -- because he's taken. -- YES left someone who loves me, for someone who I love and who loves me back, but NO. he is not taken.. ^_^

[reygie]

--char.........

[inna-iks]

Haha. Lami-a ug reply uy. Excited pa kau ko mubasa. Haha. ;]

[inna-iks]

Have you ever cheated on someone? YES - he cheated first, so I cheat back..*evil laugh*
Have you ever tried being THE THIRD PARTY? --- NO
Have you ever tried causing a break up or let's just say, have you ever tried messing up someone's relationship before? - No.but they blame me anyway.. @_@
Have you ever tried being the culprit after a heartbreak? -- YES
Ever been unfaithful? YES
Have you ever left someone that loves you so much for someone whom you love the most, and who loves you back as well? But you can't be together -- because he's taken. -- YES left someone who loves me, for someone who I love and who loves me back, but NO. he is not taken.. ^_^

I'd probably do the same thing. The cheating back thing. Haha. :] Good for you. Being THE third party kinda has it's ups and downs. They blame you ?Hehe. Why do I feel like you're so lucky lagi? Hahahaha... Oh well. It's my time to shine sa bati nga love life world. Salamat sa pagtubag sa EACH question jud. Ahaay.. I'm wondering napud now nuon, kung cheater ka, cheater na jud ka forever?

[CaseyR.]

kung cheater ka, cheater na jud ka forever? ----- I beg to disagree.. I spoke too soon.. As what u've mentioned "People can change. If they choose to. "

[RainDrizzle07]

I'd probably do the same thing. The cheating back thing. Haha. :] Good for you. Being THE third party kinda has it's ups and downs. They blame you ?Hehe. Why do I feel like you're so lucky lagi? Hahahaha... Oh well. It's my time to shine sa bati nga love life world. Salamat sa pagtubag sa EACH question jud. Ahaay.. I'm wondering napud now nuon, kung cheater ka, cheater na jud ka forever?

Well napasaylo baya nako, nya wla man nagbag o
nya ako motto kay
"an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth"
man atong panahona,murag
"gatou kag ikaw ray kahibaw?" ^_^

They blame me coz ako daw reason nano wla cla nagbalik.. @_@
kana laging magtabang2x ka..ikaw na man hnoon
mahimong bati, mao na naka ingon ko. mas maau ng
dli nlng jud ka manghilabot, bahalag nsa pa ka depress
imong friend, nya makahuna2x ug bigti! dah kevz najud
mas ma appreciate pa cguro ka ug moduaw
kas hospital nya dala food, or tabang kas haya @_@

Haha.. d jud ntawn ko lucky gwapz.
I had my share of pain pud,pero
I do not want to dwell on the negative things
man gd sa akong past, kay it brings out the
negative energy, then I became too sad
ma emo nsad okz.. ^_^
which is not good, coz it will affect my attitude
man...and eventually I learn na on what matter to prioritize
not involving any amount of emotion ^_^
Which is pretty scary honestly...

kay ang ako pang barkada na tagalog ang pasultion
ako daw attitude kay

"parang sa lalake oh babae na sanay makipag do
pero alang involve na emotion"

ingon ana daw ko ka manhid.. @_@

bwahahaha.. ^_^


kung cheater ka.. dli sad ka cheater forever oie..
naa ra na nmo ug until forever ka cge ug cheat
pero maabot man jud ng time na kapoyon ka..
hahahaha.. ^_^
so ikaw napud ang ma cheated on
and the cycle goes on and on.. ^_^

[maitoots]

once a cheater always a cheater.. might not be forever pero once in while motukar jud na ilang pagka cheater.

[Ger]

Have you ever cheated on someone? YES - he cheated first, so I cheat back..*evil laugh*

... up nalang ko oe...

[iamcreamier]

amazing...!!!

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