most of the time I'm feeling this intense hatred for him.
dghan factors: he yells right away when he's mad, make conclusions right away, great nagger..
but when he's in the mood, super ka sweet kunuhay, not remembering a thing na iyang gibuhat, how emotionally affected i got. this went on for many years na.. btw i'm 21.
during my school days, he told me to wait after graduation b4 mu-go into relationships. and i did. anyways i hardly have any suitors cuz di pod ko palaagon kanunay... if palaagon, gamay ra ang oras then mu-txt daun kwaon na ko. totally wa ko nag-enjoy sa ako social life.. I'm now a board passer.
now i have this good guy migo (naa xa GF).., hang out ragod me n when he knew about it, suko xa, ana xa find a job first b4 ko mangita daw og laki. nalain jod ko. even though frens rame, funny lang kaayo i-think na board passer nagod ko n at least i could have a bit of freedom. i'm not donig anything wrong. his MIND does. i know communication is the solution but im not used to talknig to him about such things. sad to say, di ko comfy mu-tok ana. he's not the friendly type of father.
that's my problem. i don't know how to deal with my own father na. i'm tired.
never hated him this much.
advice guys?.