Yesterday-- bestfriends, Now-- more than that!

[hayden_ko]

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to all nga nitambag!!! sa ako past nga TS "HELP FALLING FOR MY BESTFRIEND"
nhan lng ko na mamalita and mu pasalamat kay tungod nnu,
nkita jd nko ang ako gpnangita sa usa ka babay,
tunuood nga bestfriends mi for the past 10yrs pro wa ko nagexpect nga muabot mi ani, nga stage..
i was looking for the perfect "she" but she was there all along!
i was BLIND!!!!

well, d pd dali mga sis/mga bro..
it took me 3 days to really express sa ako feelings, honestly galisod jd KAAU ko pag sulti nya,

pag sunday:
kuyog mi simba... lunch, pro wa jd ko nkaingon kai di ko nhan makalitan cya, pag gabii ato txt2 mi.. gnhan na jd ko muingon nya, pro wa jd nko naiigon.. naguna pa jd ang friendship namo kaysa ako feelings..

monday:
nag pista mi kai wai clase! btw ui.. laag2 mi wid her friends and my cousins...
again gnhan na sad ko musulti nya, and that time willing najd ko mu take sa risk watever the outcome...
pro wa ghapon ko nka ingon, kai naa iya friends ug ako cousins.. lisod kau...

tuesday:
MORNING: finally around 10pm, ntx ko nya about everything gkan sa tanan jd!! about ako na feel, about ako na feel sa pag ingon nyag "i luv u" and anything under the sun!! that was the longest text ako na send nya and murag balig 6 pages to... ako gi send...
after that wa ko nitan.aw sa fone for like 1 hr+, pra at least ready ko kung unsa mn gni iya reply,
at around 12 after lunch...
ni reply cya...

"....j***, i dont know what to reply...
honestly, wa sad jd q nag xpect na one day maingani ta...
we've bin friends for like since 5? anyway, la jd ko lain ma say j***, kundi
ill think about it. pls sort out your feelings first, and wen your sure.. lets talk"

AFTERNOON:
of course mga sis ug bro, bsan ako pag basa nko sa iya reply, mura kog wai lain masulti.. nagtanga ko for about 2 hrs and nagthink.think.think and think jd if sakto ba jd ni ako gbuhat or if im throwing away our friendship....
then it hit me, so hard nga wa ko nagduha2... i called by the fone.. and told her for the FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!

"i luv you more than just friends"

at exactly june 9, 2009 4:27pm.... my once bestfriend became my girlfriend.........




PS:hope im really not making a big mistake here!!!!!!! :/
and to the people nga nka encourge jd nko to take this step namely.:

tamse,
pael,
moria,
hustler,
and others.....

thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[haiasi]

congrats bro!!! pataklaa unya ko ha!!
btaw congrats!!

[raizene]

hahaha..kanindot...........

[Xenoxorph]

Wow.. amazing. congrats bai ^^,

[dongday]

congrats nimu bro amping2 mo...

[monochromatic]

wow.. congrats.. kiligon mn sad ta anah. haha

[FordiX73]

Ahahahahaha. . . .
Ataya ani uy . .
Pero congats brad . . .
Ipa dala na sa Maalala mo kaya brad. . . .

[d!orj]

congratz....

[tracernet_v2]

payter.... congrats ... p.cheese burger k naman... burger burger burger...

[tamse]

hey..special mention ko ha...

well, there's only one thing i could say first..

CONGRATS

well, you know what i said first, basin as a friend to when she said she loves you... wow...

anyway, karelate man ko nmo coz a long time ago ive got feelings towards my best friend too (at that moment nko nga bessy, kay ako bessy ron kay baje na.)... he pursue girls, and he get dump, he cry on my shoulders and i wipe his tears... he got a gf once, but only for a day, and he was being tough not to tell me but friends told me... so i didnt mention nlng sad sa iya or ask about it sa iya... and once he pursue this girl nga cute sad, my classmate, the girl even asked me if it would be alright if it would be her and my best friend... well of course, i said yes, who am i anyway... i think she knew nga ive got that feeling toward my bessy... anyway, the family of my best friend knows me, his sister was close to me, his mom treat me like her own... part of the family kung baga... and once he stares at me while we were eating lunch and said "kung niwang lang btaw ka, mo luhod man jud ko nmo buh..." and i dont wanna be with a man who wants to be with me coz im good looking... im not a toy for display.. im a human with a heart

and till now, he contacts me, giving me info's and stuff and he's super duper cute ghapon.. he even tells me his you know... the ahem life thing... and that he have a gf for 2 yrs na and blah.. blah... but hey, got no more feelings towards him naman.. so ok ra.. im happy for him... but sometimes he text me and felt his tears when his gf and him fight..


anyway, what's good about you and your girl is you've got the same feelings toward each other.. its good to hear that you do love her... and all i can ask you is to be honest and to love her.. ok?

whats good man gud if you are in love with your best friend is that, you two know each other, you know how to handle situations together, you know how to handle each other..dba?

so again, hayden ( i hope your gf's name is not katrina)... congrats! and stay in love...