Mindless Thoughts & Serious Scribblings

[Bigfoot Oracle]

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you are not growing yourself younger, i reminded my reflection. maybe it was my dress that made me look more critically at myself than usual..

*waistline long since vanished*...that's what i wanted to see in the near future..how weird yet so true..

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i was told to leave behind everything that was certain and well loved...
i'm turning to go yet half turning to stay..ah! i don't like the word *choose*...to choose or not to choose still makes the thought of choosing!

i wish i could do anything i want and need...

What good does anything do when one's DAY arrives?

i don't wanna hear 'em mourn and shed tears over the glass...
spread the ashes in the wide ocean...i could then swim with the whales and dolphins..forever...

[Suzume]

/dreams
/sings

u are the love of my life
and i'm so glad i found u
u are the love of my life
when u put your arms around me
i guess this is how it feels
when u finally find somethin' real ..
my angel in the night
u are my love..
the love of my life

/wakes up

[GlassMoon]

just take my heart when you go...

[Bigfoot Oracle]

Sure, you can be a little impulsive. Is that so wrong? Not at all, but that emotional tendency might lead to trouble today. Be careful you don't enter any agreements rashly -- there's a big difference between impetuous and idiotic.
You can't think about love or the rest of your life right now because a clash with an authority figure has you reeling. Why do you always have strange run-ins just when you're feeling happy, optimistic and personable? ah!!! whiplash!!!...

sheeesh! i'm talking to myself again!...

oh my sweater!....

can i taste you when you're bitter?....for a change....

[josephdc]

Tonight, I feel nothing

When I see you again, would I feel something
When you hold me again, would I feel something
When you touch my hands again, when you kiss me again,
when you rest your head on my breast
when you whisper those words which I've heard
a thousand times before -
would anything change?

Would you awaken the poet
that is sleeping inside me?
Would you bring back the colors
in my life, to life
with your presence?

Would I feel alive again?
Would I be inspired to live again, to ruminate
profound thoughts again?
Would my heart sing again in joy?
Would I be happy again?
Will the world lose its meaninglessness,
its dreariness, its ugliness, its filthiness?
Will I cease to distrust the people around me?
Will I begin to see again beauty in every object
in every word, in every place, in every sound,
sight, and smell?

When I see you again, would I be glad?
That you've come home to me
That you didn't abandon my love
(Ah, my love -- that most precious thing that I can
offer to any human being!)
That you stayed true to your promise
That you will love me, and care for me?

The answer to all these questions is... yes!

[GlassMoon]

practicing one's craft is an effort...a great effort...
how many strings did I break since I was 10? countless...
Jim Dunlops lost? still countless...but there's one...
I play with every bit of my heart...
the music flows like it's the air I breathe...
i used to practice 6 scorching hours a day...7 days a week...
what happened now? a sudden shift of priorities...
but I still practice though not that much anymore...music is still my passion...
it will always be in my heart...
my dark heart...
I miss holding my Nita and Dolor...
I should get back to them for now...

promise her the moon...
the moon...and those eyes...

it doesn't smell like sheesha...I even slept with it...drove the car with it on the passenger seat...brought it to my friend's house...watched a dvd concert with it...

scribble shcribble!! I can't scribble with a keyboard...
darn mind! why do you always play with the heart!?

I could've wiped your tears, held you tight and kissed your worries away...but I just wasn't there...

[GlassMoon]

downstroke/upstroke picking motions to make it really sound faster...and your left hand should catch up...
Darn Steve and Tony! They were a good example of synergy.

[aphrodite]

waaaaaaaaaaahhh... whats this?? ive never been this crazy with an insane person ever... is this "our" home marriage.

[aphrodite]

i may have fell in love with two friends exchanging love thoughts and messages.. i can even fall with juz one great love song.. but this time.. in this place.. his home.. "our" home... this is real love! my own heart and my own love story... waaaaaaaaaaaahhhh... am married! :inlove:

[Bigfoot Oracle]

[size=9px]I try but I cant seem to get myself
To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth
I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won't ask for more
I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more
Than to feel this way
So I'll hold you tonight
Like I would if you were mine To hold forevermore
And I'll savor each touch
That I wanted so much to feel before
To feel before
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this[/size]