Gusto Naka Mamatay?

[rishee]

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shattered by the title? did you click it because
you really want to commit suicide?
then here's the last thing that you should read
before you finalize that note you'll leave by your bedside.
think of the last time you've ever really fallen in love.
with your husband
or maybe X husband
or with your boyfriend or X for that matter.
for that guy back in highschool
who just changed your whole world
the guy you gave It first to.
The guy who made you feel
the tingly feeling of butterflies in the stomach.
the one who made your heart beat faster and slower
both at the same time.
The guy who was there when you were crying and the same guy
who never failed to make you cry.
The guy who always had something sweet to say.
The one who sent you a simple message just once but
got you really obsessed over it.
The one who first held your hand on a long walk at night.
the one who first caressed your cheek and kissed it.
your first kiss
or maybe the tenth kiss but the most romantic one.
Remember the guy that got you running for your life.
the one who swept you away off your knees.
Or maybe he's the one you're with right now.
I'm with Mr. Right but
it seems like he doesn't want to go on with this any more.
remember the time when you said "I've had enough!!!"
or maybe he said it.
is your problem that big that it makes you forget of the good times
do you think those moments shared with him were wasted?
do you think you'll never fall in love again?
or will you ever admit that you fell in love with him?
are you going to be the denial queen?
do you remember the times you tried to change for him?
or do you regret those times wherein you listened to friends more.
are you or were you having a hard time balancing things
and having a steady boyfriend.
or maybe you've realized that you've really fallen for
the guy whom you decided to play around with.
did he play you first?
or is this all revenge?
do you still think about him?
is your X better or was better than your present boyfriend?
are you willing to live the rest of your life
or just go on ahead and die because
you lost the one you valued the most.
or did he lose you?
did he leave you behind for a dream?
did he leave you behind for his mom?
did he leave you because
he was just so scared of loving you.
did you scare him away?
did he think you were really that person you pretended to be?
or did you junk him because he tried to impress you too much
by lying to you.
did you not forgive him?
did you choose money more?
0r did he choose the sexier one?
did you lose all your self esteem and dignity?
does he have your virginity?
will you still cry tomorrow?
what about next week?
did he choose someone else?
or is he still attached to that someone else in the past?
are you so choked that you really can't breathe anymore.
or did you hold on to him too tightly.
is he not the one or are you just confused?
he is? or is he?
I DON'T DAMN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE HIM AND WANT HIM!!!
BUT I DON'T HAVE HIM..
I WANT TO DIE!!!!
is this your answer suicide?
are you willing to forgive?
or is it better to forget?
move on.. let him move on..
and not even tell him that you still feel for him..
because he has a girlfriend..
because you have a boyfriend.
do you know you're depriving yourself of being happy?
you're causing your own heart to bleed..
weep and cry for the next ten years..
"they say that time will dry the tears
but true love burns for a thousand years.
Give all my tomorrows for one yeaterday
just to know that i'll have you near"
have you given up?
do you realize he's woRth the fight?
or do you know he's not..
then look for him and find that out.
When you die,
you'll be stuck contemplating on what if..
and soon rot in the pits of hell full of regrets.
you're a soldier fight for love.
you're a rebel go against the law.
you're an outlaw so what's the use of being a loser?
you love him ,don't you?
go ahead and get him.
because if you won't then he won't know
that you're the only perso0n who's capable of making him happy.
so say it again..
are you a man? or are you a mouse?
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or are you just going to commit suicide?

[jlodarl]

yeah I want to do that before but naka realize man ko sakit man na maghikog oizst.... if gibiyaan ko naa mn sad daghan ready na nag love na ko.. y man mag pakamatay ko?...


nice thread sis...

[rishee]

yehey! thanks.. pakamatay na mo (SARCASM NI.. sa mga d ka G) hehe

[sercor::jhumzki]

ako kay dugay nakong patay ü

[lecreigh]

ako kay dugay nakong patay ü

cHaR! zOmbie iS daTchU?!?Ü

i dOnt wanna commit suicide...
matud pa ni brandon boyd *drool* ...

wHatEveR toMorroW bRinGs i'LL bE tHeRe..
wiTh oPeN aRms aNd oPeN eYes, yeAh!!Ü

*bRiNg iT oN!!*

[crush_23]

nah di pa ko woi...saun woi....la pa koy liwat..hahahh

[Soul_Captive]

Di lang ko sis ui..Unsaon nlang akong mga fanslolz

[jenny223]

i alm0st did, but i realize that i love myself, and i8n l0ving y0urself, pe0ple will l0ve u als0....those who are planningbetter n0t,theres a wonderful w0rld waiting f0r y0u 0ut there..

[Soul_Captive]

Swerte pod niya kun maghikog ko noh?

Ako na gani nasakitan, then ako pay maghikog

Maypa xa mghikog ky malipay pako..hahahahaha

[cosplay]

I just rose....... from my bed...