Originally Posted by
toxxxic
It all started last July 2010, My boyfriend and I were 3 years and 6 months that time and out of the blue, he confessed nga wala pa xa naka get over sa iyang first love. I was shocked, hurt and speechless, wala ko nag expect ato and wala ko kabalo unsaon pag react, we end up crying. He said wala na nuon xa plano manguyab ug balik sa iyang first love kay she was a playgirl. I saw the sincerity in him that he love me so much so we moved on.
December 2010
During their Christmas party, he got drunk. Thanks to technology and facebook, nakita ang mga ebidensya. I saw a picture of him kissing a girl, sa cheeks ra nuon but irregardless it is still a kiss!. There was another picture showing him nga pirting agbay ug mga girls!. I was furious!. I confronted him and ang excuse pa jud kay i was drunk and i don't know what i'm doing.. bla.. bla.. bla.. totally lame!. Pirti nakong hilak, the pain was unbearable but in the end, forgive lang gihapon nako xa but never ever will i forget..
January 2011
My boyfriend lives in Toledo and I live in Mandaue and since we don't get to see each other that often we rely on chat and texts. We usually chat during the night since I work graveyard and unlike any other company, the company that I work for allows me to access any site and as well as download any application. So nag chat mi, tapos ni out xa pero sa kadugay niya nibalik ni text nalang ko nga asa na xa, ang gi reply niya ni-attend daw xa ug birthday party sa iyang silingan. Wala ra ko ato, wala pud ko ni reply and ni miss call xa, so nag work nalang ko. Around 5AM wala xa ni text kung naka uli na ba xa so I texted him if asa na xa and to no avail i received no response. Mga 8AM na xa naka reply ana xa nga nahutdan daw xa load, karon ra daw xa ka load and I was thinking naka miss call pa gani xa last night. He thinks I'm that stupid to beleive such so I confronted him again and he confessed that he attended a despidida party diay and he didn't tell me coz the people he was with were the same people he was with during their Christmas party. In the end, forgive lang gihapon nako xa but never ever will i forget..
February 2011
Valentines day was heartbreaking for me. He didn't give me anything at all even a simple card would suffice. Dugay pa jud au xa ni call nako to greet me. I was utterly disappointed. He was on duty from 7AM to 3PM sa Toledo so wala sad jud mi nagkakita. Later that night, nagka chat mi and I asked him how his day was, ni ana xa nangadto daw sila grand mall nangaun with his colleagues. Days after, thanks to technology and facebook, nakita NASAD ang mga ebidensya. In reality, paghuman diay niya adto sa grand mall, nangadto sila sa may dagat with karaoke, didto sila nangaon sa iyang mga colleagues and naa pa jud pic nga gigunitan xa sa isa ka girl. More or less same people during their Christmas party pero wala tong girl nga iyang gi kissan.. I mean wala lang jud xa nag effort nga adtuon ko sa among office?. nga 8PM pa man akong duty?. Gipalabi jud niya iyang mga kauban kaysa nako?. hahaaaaaaaays.. In the end, forgive lang gihapon nako xa but never ever will i forget..
March 2011
Attend nasad xa bday party sila kuyog atong mga people pag Christmas party. This time, for a change, he told the truth, hubog nasad xa pero at least no evidences left nga nagpabadlong nasad xa. I was pissed off since he told me nga dili xa mag overnight pero in the end, he stayed. God knows what ang nahitabo..
So now, I am traumatized and paranoid. Everytime mu ana xa nga nana sad party I will always think of bad thoughts. We were college classmates and he was not like this before. He doesn't drink nor smoke. I blame the people he is working with, I loathe them..
Saying was right "When someone betrays you, it just takes seconds to lose trust in them, and if you forgive them it takes a lifetime to rebuild that trust you once had in them."
What do you think should I do istoryans?.
Re: He made me PARANOID.. :'(
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