Mindless Thoughts & Serious Scribblings

[raleigh_joan]

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i'm great! i'm doing great! who am i kidding?

[pnk_shadows]

i have midas' touch!!
i make golden tears, golden smiles and golden years..
i make golden hearts from rubies and seal golden kisses..
i played around like a fool... touching waters, snipping branches...
til i came upon something so beautiful, more beautiful than anything i could ever turn to..
forgetting i had the gift, i touched it
...alas, the beautiful thing hardened and turned to gold!!
...lifeless but precious...i gasped and shed a tear..
but no tear could ever turn it back the way it was...

[pnk_shadows]

when u gamble to love a person who couldnt possibly yours, it always stirs up both excitement and anxiety. when you choose to love that person, there's always this deep anticipation.any moment he could be yours but any moment too, he could walk out of your life coz both of you know you shouldnt have loved him. he knows u shouldnt have loved him... he stares at you with questioning eyes, and you're unsure if the words he'll utter would lift you up or leave you wretched. anxiety turns to fear, and every breath you take is painful...so painful that to stop breathing would be an option to end it all...

but my heart hears better than my ears, sees things beyond my eyes can tell..it cannot be, it really cannot be...his questioning eyes told me so...
now, i miss everything we were and detest everything we become...

[tikboy]

For now I am free and so it all ends..
I open my eyes and I am awake..
Death is coming I hope not too late..
Because death...Death
Is my faith.. Only then..
i am free.. totally free...

[tikboy]

All time long
I am singing a song
The song is great
But you're too late

[BaiLeY]

Insatiable ... that's how human contentment is, as far as I see it though.
wonder how this can be given resolve.
steeply in thought of the wonders that life has given me.
"huh? what was it I said?"

[raleigh_joan]

if you only knew how long have i been waiting...
if you only knew how much i miss you...
if you only knew that i'm willing to take you for everything that you are...
if you only knew that i would be pleased to do anything for you...
if you only knew..........then maybe you don't have to go

[raleigh_joan]

i'm so in love with you...it makes me sick!

[GlassMoon]

I am lost for words...
Where are those words?
I can never seem to find them...
The call of duty arises...

[gareb]

i would have loved to be there...
the hustle of people minding their own business...
sneakers
sweat
sun
sky
show
see
splash
swim
shower
sunday

nah. i'd be more comfortable...
asleep in a room
somewhere
safe