Mindless Thoughts & Serious Scribblings

[splendid moonlight]

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i'd like to thank you for loving him the way u do. for always wanting to hold him even when you're far away. thank you for understanding him, and having patience with him, because i don't have those qualities. thank u for listening to him when i cannot.. because i don't understand. thank you for telling me not to worry about him.. because you're sure that he will get out of his stupor. u continue to have faith in him while others are starting to give up. thank u for being the stable rock that u are even if u seem so naive and unknowing on the outside. but truth is u know better than i do. and u know him better than i ever can. thank u for loving him while i was too busy searching for someone who would love me. thank you for letting him know that u'll always be there for him. because u see, i couldn't always be there for him even if i want to. i am consumed in my own undertakings and there are things that i couldn't tell him because they'll make me cry and make him cry too. thank u for everything. you're my angel. the angel that would keep my mind and my heart at peace because i know you are there for him. i couldn't thank u more.

[blade101]

two really special persons died just recently, both within mere hours of each other.one was a fledgeling lawyer and a friend, just about to flex his wings and fly. the other was my kind grandpa with whom I share some of my fondest memories.I mourn their passing and regret that I will not be able to share another moment with either one of them.deep down in my heart I will always miss the both of them....

[b|tcH_g0dd3sS]

it is raining.
i love it when it rains.
Why are you so nice?
It\'s great but I wonder
what makes you angry...

You are free, right?

[kiat_kaau_kusion_beh:-)]

[size=9px]Woman is like a fruit, which will not yield its sweetness until you rub it between your hands. Look at the basil plant; if you do not rub it warm with your fingers it will not emit any scent. Do you not know that the amber, unless it be handled and warmed, keeps hidden within its pores the aroma contained in it. It is the same with woman. If you do not animate her with your toying, intermixed with Kissing, nibbling and touching, you will not obtain from her what you are wishing; you will feel no enjoyment when you share her couch, and you will waken in her heart neither inclination nor affection, nor love for you; all her qualities will remain hidden.[/size]

[splendid moonlight]

the raise is on
i'm on your side
but hearing u my engines die.
i'm in the mood for you
or for running away..

[pnk_shadows]

tonight i am suddenly faced with a difficult decision..
sulking in one damn stinkin corner,
torn between today and the past...
...the present that offers nothing but uncertainty,
and the past that brought me nothing but pain!

i ran outside and didnt wait for tears to come
for they just rolled down faster than i could shut my eyes
i danced in the rain hoping to conceal these drops of agony,
for i know i want to live a dream that will forever remain just it
---a dream

dearest, i wonder if you could feel my anxious pain
these words speak of a painful burst of emotion,
these words are screaming, can't u hear?

my life long happiness is before me right now
but what is happiness when ur looking at it from a distance?
i'll just close my eyes and feel it closer
for my heart draws nearer what my eyes push farther & farther away...

tonight i'll lie awake,
afraid of the future and hating the past..
thinkin whether to hold on and gamble
for the present that petrifies me,
ironically, the very reason that keeps me clinging on...
shall i say farewell to something
that i didnt even have the chance to call mine??


...yes, i probably could...

[pnk_shadows]

so this is how it feels...

pent-up emotion that frays the very tapestry of the soul...

if they could only see me right now they'd mock me
nuthin i cud do but close my eyes and drop my head in submission...

after all this time, it's true
you'll never know what hit you. damn

[kliz]

the truth only hurts when you know it

[pnk_shadows]

waiting for my ride...
48 years at the bus stop... :mrgreen:

[giver_bert]

why worry for tomorrow for tomorrow will worry for itself.....