kasakit ana oi...porbida...matunok ug thumbtack sakit man gani
kasakit ana oi...porbida...matunok ug thumbtack sakit man gani
you've probably heard this too many times already... but life is too precious to waste. i've thought about suicide before when my girlfriend and i broke up and i was totally devastated i had to battle depression for a year. pun-an pa ug family and financial problems. at that time, i had no friends... family was far... i had nobody to talk to but myself. so you can just imagine how hard it was.
but guess what? i'm alive. no suicide. i went through hell just fine. now i look back and i just laugh at it coz i see myself stupid. i agree with gcc4426, it's just a mindset. try not to think about suicide too much. the more you think about it, the closer to reality it'll get---and we don't want that. and Hotmomma was right. suicidal people don't make noises; they just go right ahead and tie a rope around their neck and jump. maybe you're not suicidal at all. but then again, who are we to know?
i have to this point also.. about 2 years ago if I'm not mistaken.. "MIND SET" ra jud ni geng.. thinks of the wonderful things.. natural ra nah ang problema just don't forget to call HIM, trust in HIM and evrything will be alright! evrything happens for a reason...
I've realized that suicidal attempt was really a "stupidity"...
boanga pud sa taw kung mag suicide cya. haha
"Death is God's way of saying you're fired. Suicide is humans way of saying you can't fire me, I quit."
I have been having suicidal ideations more often than usual nowadays as well, life is just so cruel to me and my family. It all started when my father was paid by their company 9 years ago, at first it was okay but there comes a time wherein my parents are always arguing about financial problems and i despise it! My elder brother who is supppose to make our lives easier did the other way around. If my father was not paid by their company, I wouldn't choose Nursing as my career, I graduated and become licensed but sad to say, it was never meant for me. Call me materialistic but life would have been easier if my father have a stable job because at the snap of my fingers I can have whatever I want and mind you, my father does not have any vices at all! My mother on the other hand is a home maker since she burned her hands when she was 8 years old. Don't be a hypocrite, money does make the world go round. I envy my friends who inherits the business of their parents, my friends who were able to go out of the country due to parental connections and in my part I need to work hard for the things I would like to have. Life is just so unfair and I am just so tired dealing with it. It seems that there's only one way out.
hi baby james, hehehe i'm a med tech.
bitaw tine, life is too short to waste pa gani, unya imong humanon. unsaon na lang tong imong mga hilig nga anime? di nato nimo masundan. haha
unsaon na lang imong mga friends? imong family? imong school? etc.
gagmay nga butang but when taken for granted og di ma appreciate adto naka mangitag escape.
just happened lang siguro i'm inspired by lots of tough people whom i've met recently. hinuon lain lain man tag strength og pag cope up but trust me, you're not alone, you don't own all the problems in the world, naa pay uban mas grabe nimo og kahimtang but kaya rana nimo lamposon. you just need to be alone less, surround yourself with positive and happy people![]()
maka huna2x pud ko ani usahay and most of the time it makes me numb esp. if masamad or unsa. pero i-kaon ra man jud nako if naay problema kay kapoy kaayo mag laslas.
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