Mindless Thoughts & Serious Scribblings

[Blongkoy]

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You are right, Aphrodite.

Until today, the film has remained R-18. Some people at MCRTB just simply do not want to share the love scene of Crispin and Mafe.

If you act under my direction, I can also paint you a love scene as engaging as what I can possibly see with Merryl Streep and Robert D' Nero, assuming there had already been that movie.

For those not familiar with these thespians --- Crispin mentioned by Aphrodite is Crispin Ramos, himself a movie director of many Amazaldy Films. And Mafe is Mafe Castillo of GMA's "Singgit Cebu" fame.

[Blongkoy]

I have not been visited by loneliness for a long while now. But today I am rather on the low side:

My credit cards are Ok. Income is appreciable. The family is healthy. I have grown no painful boils for a while now. But why am I a little bit on the retarded side of everything?

I guess it is this reading of this thread. In which case, loneliness seems to be a contagious thing.

[Velvet]

the word Paris does something to me that i can't explain. my backpack hanging in a corner does the same thing. the vision of your eyes too.. someday, i'll pack my things and go away. to i don't know where. to greece maybe. and oh, the reason why my curtains don't look much like curtains is because they aren't. they hang there in my window to shield me a little bit from the morning sky, but most of all they are there because i know i can get rid of them easily. and i can create things out of them other than what they appear to be. and i'm sure u don't understand, dear one. the way u don't understand why i still long for u night and day. the way i don't understand why i can forget u but chose not to. i am not making sense. i just wish u well that's all. and wherever i go, i'll always be with u. and a part of u stays with me. goodbye though not forever.

[splendid moonlight]

i need your arms around me
i need to feel your touch
i need your understanding
i need your love SO MUCH
you tell me that you love me so
you tell me that you care
but when i need you, baby
you're never there.

[Suzume]

sayin' when you're alone, it's better coz nobody knows u ..
when no one's your friend, it's better coz nobody leaves u..
so u turn your back on a world that u could never have.
coz you're heart's been cracked,
and everyone else's is goin mad..

but i hear voices
and i see colors
but i wish i felt nothing
that it might be easy for me
like it is for you...

..and i know u believe that u and me don't belong here
and the worse we could do is keep trying to pretend we care..

i wish i felt nothing..

[Bigfoot Oracle]

Hello, so how was your day?
Well I'm just sittin' here
Thinkin' of you...
I feel like Imma go crazy...

I can't stand no other minute
Away from your heart
I just wanna get on
The first plane home
And head straight into your arms

I know you miss me
I'm missin' you too...
So I swear and I promise
That I will be there
That I'll be home soon...
I'll be home soon...
It's just these phone conversations
Ain't helping
So I'd rather be there with you...
I'll be home soon...
It's just these time got me stressin'
And I haven't been so patient
Cuz I'd rather be there with you ..

[gareb]

ako: sana mayaman ako
siya: ...
ako: para mabili ko lahat ng gusto ko, lahat ng kailangan natin
siya: ...
ako: para makapunta ako sa magagandang lugar kasama ka, makakapag-beach tayo, camping outdoors, pasyal, sine, weekend out, tour... tayo lang dalawa.
siya: ...
ako: bakit? ayaw mo ba nun?
siya: kung mayaman ka, ganito ka kaya rin ba ka sweet? magkikita ba tayo? matatanggap mo kaya ako?
ako: ...

[gareb]

she dreamt of a blue moon with a crown of gold
soft fluffy petals icy cold
of lilacs and lotuses, striped with blood
from a bosom torn cold and dead

she thought of piercing notes of theater's piece
gallant knights bold and brave
until a lance shattered her heart of stone
left her hanging until dead of cold morn

she saw a lady dressed in white
pool's mist twirling her hair
deathless gaze colored life
lifeless eyes, gaze far

[gareb]

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[GlassMoon]

I used to hate the rain...
Just recently, I learned to love it...it seemed so perfect...
Now, it's all but another nuisance for my day...
Because it ain't perfect...

Just let me live on this fourth day...PLEASE...
I couldn't take this anymore...
It gets harder to breathe in every passing moment...
Get out...I guess it's time to see the sky again...

I will be off again to another place...
A place not too far...but also, not too near...would North be true?
I will play those notes again...
But my heart will not be in it...

If tomorrow never comes, I pray that someday will...
Today, I'll let my feet take me to where it would lead me...

My mother is ill...because I have gone away...
My heart is ill...because...it has gone astray...