Merged: All Love Stories

[hunt99]

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taas-taas jud ni siya guys...naa ra ninyo ug nahan mo mubasa...hehehe.

i know everyone have experienced the feelings where in everytime u reminisce of ur first love it can make u smile for awhile coz thinking back of the silly things uve done...but at the same time...the bitterness why u didnt end up together. i was 17 when it all first started. my uncle from canada came back with his bosses. we had a family reunion. eversince i really hate crowd so if there is a party of close friend or family...though i really hate the idea of going still i have too coz my parents take no for an answer. so in every party that i go...i always stay in the corner....watching people...sometimes eavesdropping and then commenting on the conversation by myself. im not the loner type coz i have heaps of friends but i keep them at arms lenght coz i trust no one.theyre only a few that i can consider as a close friend. so to get this all started... i noticed this guy...he is like 7 years ahead of me. he was there sitting too...and it seems like he is like me...i even wondered what was on his mind. if it was the same as mine. was he eavesdropping too? well...im sure everyone can noticed him coz his one of my uncle's boss...( son of his boss), his red-haired, 5'8,average built, in other words...his good looking though he has some freckles on his face. (typical caucasian). i was busy observing him...trying to figure out what he was thinking until i heard my sis called me to eat...told her later i will. so when i turn back again to him..he wasnt there anymore. i sighed and suddenly someone talked behind me "are u looking for me?", i was caught off-guard. i was stunned...speechless.i didnt know he knows. it was really embarassing on my part yet i tried to be defensive through defense mechanism. "nope.im sorry sir...who are u?" (and thats another silly question to ask coz they were being introduced earlier.) and then he said " u didnt really pay attention to whatever is goin on earlier huh? or were u just to busy observing all the people in this party?" again i was shocked... all i had in mind is..his a psychopath...how could he know what i was thinking instead of answering him back...i kept my distance to him...sat away from everyone...and i told myself that as much as possible...dont look at him anymore. i took a drink on the buffet table...went back on my seat and played my straw... and then i felt someone who sat beside me..." you really have this cold aura that people find u mysterious" he said...i know he was trying to open up a conversation with me but i remained silent. pa- way paki effect. but he kept goin and goin... (i know u speak english..of course u do. ur sent to one of the prestigious schools here right? or is it just ur way to block people from trying to know u? ive noticed that u dont mingle to anyone here aside from ur family?how come? dont u have friends here?this is supposed to be a family reunion and ----: he was so blah blah blah that i couldnt stand him interrogating me anymore. "a family reunion and ur not a family" i said sharply,rudely. " do u know what?i value my privacy ALOT, and i dont give a sh*t to whatever u think of me...and maybe ur right...i dont mingle with anyone aside from my family but what is it to u?is this somewhat a job interview that u have to know everything about me or everyone? well if it is...so u know by now..its my uncle who is working with u...but not me and i am not interested of talking to u nor applying for a job. so if u dont mind sir... i want to be alone." i told myself right after i said it to him when i saw him walking away from me that finally ive said it...! but of all the parties ive went...that became the most unforgetable night...the most interesting night. back there i was sitting and now its the other way around..he is the one staring at me. it was somewhat like he is trying to figure out if theres anything wrong with me. some girls at nearly his age... ( i think they were my relatives...or cousins. not sure) were trying to get hsi attention through asking him if he needs drink or food or whatever.theyd tried to be sweet but look at this guy... every answer of him was cut short. i was even wondering to myself without looking at him that there must be something really really wrong to this guy that he didnt pay attention to my cousins at his age while he wanted to talk to me. the party ended...we waved goodbye to everyone...the car engine started when my aunt called me and handed me a box and it was a cellphone kit. i was so thankful to her coz when i looked at the box picture..it was the latest launch 6600.she smiled at me and said... thats not from me but theres a note inside the box. i went back to the car,with my sissy so envious of what ive got. i was excited to the read the note and was surprised again that its him who gave me the phone. and in the note says " i hope this can make u smile youre new friend, chris." and yeah right...i couldnt help but smile.

we started texting to each other everyday...ive been so busy with my phone that i couldnt handle my household chores anymore.LOL. ( we have nannies but my old folks prefer us to work things on our own without relying to maids.)ive asked him how come he knew i didnt have a phone. he told me that he saw a family portrait with me in it in my uncle's office and he started asking my uncle things about me. i told myself..this guy is weird...and his 7 years older than me.hahaha.thats when the friendship all began. we started hanging out...going to malls.they stayed here for 20 days.been everywhere with him...till we had bonding. he was nice afterall. my family and friends started teasing us...but he more looks like a big bro to me. he was overprotective..in a week it was like ive known him since forever.

within 20 days there was already us. we've started dating.at 17 ive learned what love is. until they have to leave...we have to be apart.... that was the most painful day of my life. to be apart of him although he promised me that his gonna keep in touch.his gonna call me and i should not forget to text him too. i cried that night coz i started missing him already but true to his word he kept his promise. he texted me the next morning saying that theyve arrived safe. we've been in a long distance relationship so i know what it is like. but once or twice a year he comes to phil.to visit me. i thought it was never ending....he was entirely there for me. in our second anniversary...we celebrated it in bora...that was the most unforgetable moment of my life when he sang the "harana". we were sitting on the sand with out feet in the water...i was playing with the water when he started singing...i couldnt stop myself from giggling coz he couldnt even pronounced the tagalog words properly...i reckon it took him awhile to memorize the song. but it was so overwhelming,so sweet that i felt like i was in cloud nine.LOL. then he PROPOSED...right there. he was so full of surprises. he told me we've been together all through this way...i was just 19.i didnt know what to answer him.i wasnt even sure if i was ready to tie the knot but looking at him i told myself.que sera sera... whatever gonna be tomorrow...ill just cross the bridge when i get there anyways its gonna be the two of us from now on. everything happened so fast...wedding prep...though it was just a simple one..only close families are invited until my happy ending love story has to end...i was sitting infront of my pc...bored.no one to talk to...he wasnt online.out of curiosity i hacked his account.i got through all the secret questions. i went through his emails and was shocked of what ive found out. i went to DRAFT,he has an unsent mail for me and it says

"Babe all along ive been honest to you. your the best thing that ever happened to me and nothings gonna change that but i dont want us to get married without telling you these " i am into drugs and ive cheated to you ONCE.but that was only once...thinking of u made me miss u so much. the only thing i regret is the thing that ive done it to u.among all people it was u who i have cheated. the most important person in my life. i hope u can still forgive me and we can start all over again.in a clean slate. i hope...i dunno what to say...i have to say it here coz i couldnt bear saying it to u face-to-face.i dont want to break ur heart...thats the last thing i wanna do and believe me...i would trade everything i have now except u to undo the past and rectify my mistake. i love u so much that now that i have found u...id never let you go."


i just noticed i was crying...its like the whole world have fell on me...i was so devastated..wrecked...the feeling was so unexplainable. my head was jammed...my sis was at my door standing wearing her bridesmaid dress that she is supposed to wear to my wedding and then she noticed i was crying. "no wedding" thats all i said. theyve been begging me to tell them the truth...whats goin on...chris have been calling....34 missed calls in just the day. i couldnt stand everytime my phone rings so i answered it finally...he asked me where did i go why i didnt answer his calls yesterday,how come mom called and said whats wrong with us that theres no wedding anymore.he had heaps of questions till i told him him that is not me who owes him an explanation...its the other way around.he was pretending he couldnt get what i was trying him to say so i told him everything about the emails.

that day ended my happy ending story. he've been trying to reach me a couple times but i remained cold.
i thought i knew everything..my life with him was full of surprises...thats when i started hating surprises.
its been a couple months that i havent heard from him since we ended our engagement.i told myself..finally he got tired of pestering me.then i got a call from my uncle... feeling sorry for what happened to us..he said my ex explained to him. and felt sorry again for my loss. i was so confused.what loss?he didnt even know where to begin...to cut it short...

my ex had a heart problem...thats the caused of his death. i felt so guilty that the whole time around he was there for me...but i wasnt to him.all he wanted is for us to get married in his remaining days.i know no one would believe this...i even thought that this situations only happened in novels...sad but true it happened to me.how i wish it just happened to someone else...not me. its really bad....very bad...

i dunno if i could love someone as much as i have loved him.im married now...and i dont want to compare the feelings i had for him and my feelings for my hubby.i love both and they differ in personality...everything.sometimes i wonder where and what are we now if he is still here? if ive just forgive him and tolerate what he did?too many qiuestions...but couldnt find the answers...i honestly feel so guilty of how our relationship ended up. i couldnt help but blame myself for just thinking on myself. on what he did...i didnt even think of the entire time weve been through. i trusted him but after everything..its like i have loved the wrong person..or should i say... i have loved the person i thought he was.i fell inlove with all his pretensions...but despite that...i sometimes miss him...his everything a girl would want.


but if u were me guys...are u gonna tolerate deceit just coz u love him?i really do believe that once a cheater is always a cheater.thats why i was firm when i said its all done.

everytime i look back...everytime i think of him this is what i can tell myself...

we may not end up being together in my happy ending story still he is my FIRST LOVE.


sorry guys...taas jud xa.

in your story sis it's ok ang gibuhat sa laki ang sayop lang niya wa siya ka solti dayon about sa iyang mga binuhatan na mao moy naka pa hurt nimo pero actually pag solti nimo about niya sa unsent email onya pagka buwag ninyo ni solti sad siya sa imong uncle sakto sad to onya ang kuwang lang ky wala ka naka=ingon niya na gi forgive na nimo siya hantod namatay na lang siya pero it's ok sis lang but actually not all cheater's are forever cheater's na-ay uban na tarong gyud and sad noon ok raman tong lakiha pero wala siya ka solti nimo sa tinood daan awahi na but past is past most important is your present so kung wala pakay partner karon ayaw kaayog ka problema ky babae bitaw ka onya mangita lang kag lingaw aron di ka cgeg ka huna huna sa past ky most important is your present naman

[chad_tukes]

ka taas pud ani oi.

kapoy basa.

ang akong nasabtan kay namatay iyang EX?

pwede mani sa kato kang SYARO SANTOS nga "Makahinumdom ka pa ba".

[--chubbylita--]

nkahilak jud ko ai...faet..naa pa jud ko dri sa ofis...hehe..btaw, nice au ang u story....

[Sol_Itaire]

@TS you decided to get married at 19? pretty young

[monrose29]

up... share mo sa inyo love story peeps...

[monrose29]

Hope daghan maka relate..

Of course you've heard of joe d mango. He gives advice on love and
relationships on Wave 89.1. Have u ever wondered what he does when he
has
his own
love problems? Does he give advice to himself? Does he handle it very
well?

Here's his story:



Three fridays ago, our guru on relationships, joe d mango, read a
letter to his wife on his popular radio program Love Notes. For the
past 11 years, he had been giving advice to people who would write
him letters about their personal problems. To the surprise of his
listeners that friday, instead of reading one of his usual letters,
he read one that he had written himself to his wife Bing.
Joe felt that he had to tell his listeners that even someone like him
could go through a marital crisis, but that he survived it. Here's
how his letter goes.

In our 11 years of marriage it was just the two of us. I never had a
close circle of friends and she never had one either. Life for us was
just "you and me," day in and day out. We were literally sleeping
beside each other for 11 years. It came to point that there was
nothing more interesting to talk about. I was aware I was doing that
but I never did anything about it. We were so close yet it seemed
like we were so distant. Then came her new circle of
friends.

They recently had an elementary and high school reunion. Remember her
persistent suitor since elementary days? He was there. We already had
four daughters and the guy had four kids of his own. They exchanged
phone numbers. They started to text each other and this bothered me.
a big part of it was insecurity and other part was that she once
denied that she was texting the guy.

I felt bad because she started hiding things from me. Then the guy
asked her if they could meet for lunch. It became a source of tension
between us. I finally agreed, but before that, I told her that I felt
that I was going through the same pain again. I have seen so many
stories like this. If you told me the first part of the story I would
already know where it would lead to.

Bing accused me of being a "know-it-all" person. But deep in my heart
I knew where she was heading. Why would a married guy see a married
girl unless it was for business or professional reasons? Finally,
even if it was against my will, I drove her to the meeting place.

While I was waiting at the radio station, I wanted to call her but
knew it wasn't proper. So I just waited for her to tell me how their
meeting went.

When she related to me what happened I felt that she was keeping the
other details. I was afraid to ask because I wasn't prepared to
accept her answers. I told her that it would be best if that was
their last meeting. She got mad and told me that I was starting to
control her life.

The following day, I saw a small, torn piece of paper that had the
words,"lose you" in the trash can at home. I started picking up the
pieces of paper and putting them together. She had written: "Felt sad
because I felt that this will be our last meeting." "Wanted to hug
you..." Before I could figure out what the third one was, Bing was
already at my back. She wanted to get the torn pieces of paper back.
She said it was private property. We decided to talk.

By then, I was able to figure out the third line: "Not sure if afraid
to lose you." She had crossed it out and beside it, she had
written, "Wanted to cry."

That was what hit me. How could you lose something that's not even
with you yet? That was a confirmation that she was getting
emotionally attached to the guy. We fought because she didn't want to
admit it. She said that what she had written was all about friendship
and not about love. For the first time in our marriage she asked for
freedom from me. For 11 years we were always together, and now this.

She had discovered her own little world and wanted to explore it. I
didn't want to give it to her but finally I gave in. I told her that
she could do anything she wanted and not worry about how I would
feel. In fact, I told her that I was planning to leave her and kids
for a while so we could give each other the chance to be alone. We
decided to give the new arrangement a try.

The following day, Thursday, I went to work early and she texted me. I
never answered back. When I didn't respond, she called me. She
said, "I'm sorry. I love you and I miss you." For the first time in
our mariage I said, "I love you and I miss you too" with tears in my
eyes.

I realized how much I loved her but I also knew how much she wanted
her freedom. When I arrived at the station I asked for a leave. My
boss advised me to think it over, but he said that he would allow me
to on leave. After letting it all out I felt relieved. It was the
first time in my life that I asked for advice about our relationship.

While I was talking with my boss, a messenger arrived with 12 white
roses arranged in a basket. It came from Bing. Then a text message on
my cellphone came, "I know that no material things can ease the pain
that you're feeling right now, but these flowers signify my pure and
sincere intentions.

I'm really sorry. Please forgive me."

Still, a question continued to bug me: "I'm giving you the freedom.
Will you choose to stay or go on?" I read the card, and it had the
answer to my question: "Dear Dad, I finally realized that I made a
very big mistake in choosing a newfound friendship at the expense of
our long-time friendship. Please forgive me. I wil always love you."

Bing called the guy and told him that she wanted to end the
friendship. He said that they could just text or call each other.
Bing said that there was no need.

We had dinner and talked up to 1 am. It was like getting married all
over again. We lost each other and found our way back. I do not want
to go through the same pain again.

Friday came and it was the first time in the history of Love Notes
that I couldn't do Love Notes. I scheduled a replay. When I was at
the station at 9am,I composed a letter to Bing. I was asking myself,
should I read this or do a replay? I chose to read the letter. It is
not unusual to hear people say "I love you because...," but this
story has shown us that the deeper and greater love is
having to say "I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF..."




what hurts most?
..when you can't fight for that one thing that would make you happy..

..I may never be the guy you look forward to seeing every day.,
but I will always be the guy who will look out for you each and every
day..

sadgurl: "don't make me feel that i'm just a selfish jerk just because
I
made you cry"!
sadguy: "then don't make me feel like I did nothing for you when I
almost
died crying just to see you smile..."

Men are haunted by the vastness of eternity. And so we ask ourselves:
will
our actions echo across the centuries?
Will strangers hear our names long after we are gone, and wonder who we
were, how bravely we fought, how fiercely we loved?

love is when you can't sleep.., it's when you want to keep your eyes
open..
love isn't when you keep holding on.., it's when you learn to let go..
love isn't when you kill yourself with jealousy.., it's when you
understand..
love isnt' when you fall for someone.., it's when you catch that person
when she falls..
love isn't when you see her everywhere.., it's when you close your eyes
and she is still there..
love isn't when you tell her what you feel.., it's when you give
everything for her sake..
And love isn't when you think you were blind.., it's when you know she
was
wrong but you didn't mind

kahilak ko nag basa aneh dah...huhuhuhuhu

[treize]

kahilak ko nag basa aneh dah...huhuhuhuhu

ako sad kahilakon ko nagbasa, giatay!

[idolpunk]

way back 2002, i meet this girl sa chatroom, she is connected with globe lines, and na timing pod nga nag apply ko og landline para sa balay, nag start ra jud ang tanan sa chat and txt, ni abot me og 3 months sa chat and txt.. to make the story short.. dec.14. 2002, nagka uyab me....one week ang nilabay.. i noticed nga deli man sya mag pa hatod sa ilaha, strict daw iyang parents, so ok lang ko, ni abot me og one month..wa gyud ko ka visit sa ilang balay.. kay strict lagi daw iyang parents and masuko pod iyang bro..

wa lang ka ayo ko mag tagad atong problemaha kay busy man pod ko sa trabaho.. ang among set-up sya ang mo visit sa balay.. murag na bali.. ang sitwasyon...days..weeks..past..murag di pa jud ko comfortable sa iyaha....mura jud syag na-ay gi tago sa ako....one time after me ni simba.... ni confess na jud sya nako...

she belongs to rich and a well known family, and nagto-o iyang family nga ako lang sya gipangkwartahan, and pinaka surprising pa jud.. na-ay syay sakit.. serious migrane nga padung na sa pagka brain cancer kong di ma agapan sa tambal,and she need to have a 7 stage of chemotherapy and ang pinakasakit pa jud.. ang iyang personal doctor family friend nila, ma-oy iyang x nga gusto pod makig balik niya..... wa jud ko kasabot sa akong gibate atong nga time..murag laban o bawi..

so padayon me duha, with all the kasamok and all the pang hadlok sa iyang family nako.. go lang gihapon ko kay inlove lagi ko... akong kakampi sa ilaha iyang ra mama og iyang isa ka brod tu-a sa australia.... ok ka ayo sya sa akong family welcome ka ayo....kay ma ayo man jud to og kina iya akong x pod.. close ka ayo sa akong mga pag umangkon... sos atikihon bitaw nah sya sa iyang sakit sa amo-a.. nagka bu-ang lagi me tanan.... fa-et jud ka ayo among sitwasyon.....cge lang sya ka admit sa hospital, nya ako mura intawn og bu-ang di ko maka visit sa hospital kay mag abot me sa iyang x...likay nalang ko sa gubot.. pray lang jud ko ato permi..

pila man ka months ang nilabay og nag bunga jud ang among gugma, yes na buntis nako akong gf, ni samot ka gubot ang among sitwasyon, at that time gusto na sya kuha-on sa iyang auntie nga tu-a sa australia for her medication so adto sa operahan sa australia... di sya mo sogot iyang rason kay buntis sya...pwerteng gubota sa kalibutan jud cry..ddto..cry..deri.... og naka dawat nalang ko og txt sa iyang friend nga tu-a nasa hospital akong gf.. kay nag las2x sa pulso ang akong bo-otan nga uyab.. waaaaaaa ...

sos pwerte jud namo lalis ato... may gali na luwas pa...so we decided nga mag ipon kay buntis na lagi...sa among side gusto me nga mag pakasal.. akong gf deli kay wa pa syay sure kong kanus-a pa sya kutob sa kalibutan kay nagka grabe na jud iyang sakit....ang advice sa doctor.. ipa kuha nalang jud ang bata kay mag lisod og survive ang bata tungod sa iyang mga tambal gi take.. and kong di pod sya mo inum og tambal sya man pod ang mamatay..hayyy.. no choice gyud me duha.... 3months buntis na to sya...cge pa iyang chemotherapy...everytime mo larga sya sa manila para mag pa chemotherapy, she always said buwag nalang ta im not sure jud kong ma ayo pa ko sa akong sakit..

di man jud sya maka dawat nga ipakuha ang bata.. timing pod to nga cge ko byahe dumaguete...wa kaayo nako ma monitor iyang mga lakaw... unsay gibuhat sa ma ayong babaye. ang cgeg la-ag.. disco ddto disco deri....sa txt nalang nako nahibaw-an nga tu-a napod sya sa hospital kay nag bleeding.. og ddto gipa kuha nalang jud ang among baby..

murag way katapusan problema sa kalibutan to among relationship....na-a pa toy one time nga nag drive sya na bang-ga-an sya og taxi....gubot pas lukot among relationship pero ni last jud me og 1 year kapin....

the reason nga nag buwag me is iya ra pod plano... at that time nga nag cge nami og ayaw2x.. na-a sya ka txt mate family friend nila pod taga cagayan..graduating pagka seaman, nag ka friend sila.. then one time na sayop man sya og send sa iyang txt..deri man niya na send sa ako-a mag meet daw sila robinson....patay mali lang ko.. wa ko mo react pagka ugma nako nangasaba niya adto sya sa amo-a...tug-an man pod sya nako sa tanan..na nguyab niya tong iyang ka txtmate, og naka uyab sila sa txt...ni samot akong kalagot....buwag dayon.. ako ang nakig buwag..di man sya mosogot mag las2x daw sya...kuha bitaw nag blade deritso..sos pwerte jud nakong pugong..ako pa hino-on na samad sa blade.....lalis og hilak og mga pag basol..tanan2x jud...ako sya gipa uli sa ilaha..nag to-o ko nga ni uli.. pero wala diay..na contact na namo tanan niya friend wa pod sila makahibaw ako napod ang gihasol sa iyang family.... ang pinaka worst pa jud kay kato adlawa mo larga sya og manila para sa iyang chemotherapy...di jud ko makalimot ani nga day.. (feb.14 sunday)

mga 3 days wa na jud koy balita niya..abot ang weeks ni kalit lang og txt iyang mama sa ako-a.. nga na-a daw sila sa manila..sa hospital..na-a sa ICU akong gf...nag lisod na...shes asking with my prayer....wa ko kasabot sa akong gi bate.. duty ko ato nga time....wa ko kasabot nag sagol ang kalagot, gugma, og kalo-oy sa akong dughan... gi do-ol ko sa kong manager...ngutana sya kong unsay nahitabo kay mura man kog wa mahimutang jud..wa gyud ko ka pugong oi naka hilak jud ko....may gali ok pod ka ayo akong manager..tambagan pod ko.....medyo ulaw kay sa iyang jud atubangan ni hilak.. prehas me laki... sa on man nga na higugma man c noy noah...


weeks after..she survive...sa kalisod... then wala na me magkita.... pero cge lang gihapon me og txt.... kumusta nalang..og i miss u... love gihapon nako sya.. pero lisod na ka ayo among sitwasyon gyud... so we decided nga dila nalang mag mag balik jud.. her family forced her nga mag pakasal atong iyang ka txtmate..nga iyang na uyab kay family friend man lagi nila.... ma-o pod to nag tabang niya sa mga financial nga gastohan sa iyang tambal, she is ok now.. pero di na sya pwde ma buntis.. and the worst is iyang na bana pod dila pod maka buntis..hehehe tabla silang duha......

ok ra man gihapon me duha...usahay mo visit sya sa balay iyang e soroy ang akong mga pag umangkon...ang usa amo man kinugos..pamalitan niya og sanina og duwa-an....suya ka ayo ko wa ko apili..hehehe..

last year, nag pa church weeding akong parents sa province.. and ni adto sya..pero wa ko mo atubang niya..kay pwerte man nakong huboga pa tulog2x effect ko ddto sa gawas ...gi pukaw pa ko sa akong pag umangkon.." uncle..uncle..mata na oi..na-a na imong uyab"
atot...hehehe..igo ra sya ni hatag og regalo og ni gakos sa mga bata...


and last june of this year ni kalit lang sya og adto sa balay..... wa sya kahibaw nga ddto diay ko.. so nag abot napod meng duha... wa ka ayo me mag storya. pero ang ka init og kamingaw na-a lang gihapon... pag lakaw niya.. ask ko sa iyang number.. and pagka gabi-i ana..nagkita me.. we talked a lot of things..nag file na sya og annulment case sa iyang bana..gusto sya makig balik... so nag balik me... cge man lang gihapon me og lalis mga insecurities ug uban pang mga butang...samot ka gubot akong lovelife....


and until now im still single....

hahaha!!! kakuyaw aning lovelyf nmo monrose oiz...tuwad baliskad gyud ang agi..pero sure ko go lang gyapon ta aning kinabuhi-a...hahahha.....ing-ani gyud ni..hehe...

[maitoots]

@monrose.. cge lang sir duha nata naghilak nagbasa.. kayasa ani oi.. pero bsan taas kaau, it was worth reading

[Emzy]

mao na ron...gugmang giatay! haiz...paet.. T.T

mu share lng sa akong gugma gibaghak later on na lng...