Emotional Breakdown. Please help. :((

[yaj.em]

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TS, let it go. It's not worth it. Wla nang respect sau ung BF mo. why prolong the agony? break up with him. Enough is enough. I think you need to love yourself more this time, you deserve it.

[laxxx]

Thank u guys as in. It makes me understand more with the help of a man's perspective..

@fotam yes i agree jud and thankful kaau ko. I think I was just being too sensitive yesterday because everything was just so fresh and i had nowhere to run to and ask comfort from kaya nag over react ako.. so to @lifeisbeyeeutiful sorry kaau if i looked at in the wrong way. I now understand. Sometimes, a little effort lng talaga kelangan kasi bgo ko ma accept ang harsh truth..

@sammedriano THANK YOU. Its hard though to try to laugh when you have no reason to. Im now stuck at home with him coz Im still sick. Now he's sleeping. I try to help myself though, like watch something funny on tv, but its not enough..

@silentnuker: yep real dilemma.. but somehow I think im already realizing what's really best for me.. cge try nato analyze..
#1 i really dont know.. love? Care? I really dont know.
#2 Id be able to heal myself. I can do things I'd been wanting to do like gym or boxing. He wont allow me eh..
#3 i dont know either. He says things like this is gonna be forever but his actions show otherwise.. even I dont know if i want to live with him forever coz its too painful na. Been hurt lots of times in just 3 weeks.
#4 i used to be the dominant type way way way back.. i mean not in a bad way.. but im also submissive. He's not the dominant type naman nor submissive.. i dont know.. in between?
#5 omg talking about weakness? Hell I show weakness. I may appear very strong but he knows and has witnessed lots of times how weak i am.. and sometimes, even in the lowest points in my life, he fails to be there for me
#6 hmm.. i think im just afraid to go through the pain.. coz i had friends who suffered great2 pain and i witnessed it.. i saw how painful and tiring it was.. i told him before that i never wanna go thru the pain my friends went thru and I also told him I will make sure I will not hurt you the way my friend's partners hurt them, thats why we promised each other we'll always sort things out together.. pero wala man. ;(

@Genocide nope..

@ScottBernard hello.. im not looking for another heartache nor a rebound.. dili pa jud ko ready. Now i understand na jud why some people are just too afraid to love again.. coz loving someone also means giving them the privilege to hurt you.

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@yaj.em i know.. i think thats what i really need to do now. It really is sooo comforting to see all your advices and help sakin right after we tried fixing things and end up just deciding to break up. Im feeling a little better knowing i have people here who support me even if you guys dont know me..


Nag tuyok tuyok ra jud ning thread last night because when I posted this, it just happened and I was sooo hurt. Thats why i overreacted to some advices and saw them in a negative way. But earlier, it was my very last try.. sorry if emo ha pero thank you so much everyone. You all pulled my spirits up and made me realize I deserve better. I mean, who doesnt?

[Scott Bernard]

TS, pila pa diay imong age? Imong BF?

[laxxx]

23 ko then akong bf 28..

[R_sQuArEd]

leave before you are left!

pain is temporary.

Mistakes like HIM teaches you one big lesson in preparation for your next MAN.

And oh! Make him drool all over you when you're over him.

If you're not hIs everything, you're NOTHING to him at all, so might as well get off his hair.... When a man loves a woman, it's always 100%, not 50%, not 99.99%...

I know kokontrahin mo rin advices dito kasi there's that little voice in you that says NO. But then since lumapit ka dito sa thread, then LISTEN/READ well and comprehend, take the most useful tips from here, dont mind the trolls, LISTEN and call your FAMILY and then decide.


dont make things complicated!!

makinig ka sa kanya dahil lab na lab siya ng lalaki na katabi niya sa avatar

TS i will only say one thing...go back to where you're from...your relationship is going no where...

[Scott Bernard]

Kita nag lain imong BF miga, unya mao nga nag ing ana cia kay wala nay plano makig minyo nimo.

Bata paka, 23... Daghan pang mag apas ug makapa lipay nimo. Sakto ra kaayo... 23-27 uyab2x ka, ig 28 nimo minyo na dayon.

[yaj.em]

23 ko then akong bf 28..

yay, young pa man d i. hehehheh...
you have so much to discover pa, so you better start it as early as now. meet new people, make new friends, go to places na wala pa nmo na visit

enjoy life.

[laxxx]

@rsquared I think ill have to stay here coz work's here.. but I'll definitely do something to heal myself. I agree with quirkychinita, i know this is a mistake and eventually I will just look back and smile that I've grown. But now, i still am hurt and gonna be hurt for quite a while but one day, sana makatayo na rin ako ng maayos. Thank you.

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@yaj.em lagi young jud.. kelangan ko lang sanang maglibang or mamasyal.. pero anlungkot naman pg mag isa. Hehe ill try findin myself.. actually, when we got together, i never really got to enjoy my youth. He's not the adventurous type or the traveler type.. murag home buddy sad.. ok lang man pero maganda naman sana kung minsan explore2 din.. but he wasnt into those stuff..

[nicka]

hay naku sis'...eto payong kapatid at bilang kaibigan na rin ha'.., yang ganyang klase nang lalaki is not worth fighting for nor to be loved by you..., kakainis ganyang klase ng guy sis ha'.. sawa na yan sayo sure ako.., at saka bakit di mo maiwan2x yan sis'.. lalaki lang yan'.. someday you could find some1 better than him.. LOVE? duh'... ikaw rin..,< dont let your heart rule over your body.. >

[reino]

give time to yourself sa mam.. explore2 sa pg may time. boring man dae na imong uyab oi