I'm finding reasons to be happy. I know some people say you don't need reasons to be happy, but I'm not like them. But everytime nga makakita ko ug taw nga makapalipay nako, I always get hurt in the end. So I have to let go of it for my own sake. Back to square one. I don't know but I've been really down for years na.. why is it so hard to be happy? It's so frustrating.