If you can remember the last post that I have iStoryans, Ive been asking you guys what to do..Coz my bf asked my permission for him to re communicate to his "ex"gf daw. To have closure and to clear up whatever it is they have. I did give him the time and understand everything just to have him with me. I never even know unsa na ang status sa ilang pag talk and pag kuyog2 sa girl. Then one day, he told me...What if imo kung makit.an nga magkuyog mi. Unsa imo reaction?..I was shocked? Why? Unsa diay nahitabo? He said he can't really let go of the girl coz dili daw sya ganhan nga sya ang moingon nga dili na mo work ang relationship.
Ok cge!Let it be, If that would be the best solution nga imong nakita well then do it. He even asked for an apology kay kuno maikog daw sya nako and he doesn't want me to get hurt. But if you check it out? Sakit na man jud sya...As in! dulot sa bukog, but akong gi huna2 lang jud ato...is that basta ako lang japon sya and he would stay, here with me. A night came I was having a walk outside, I really saw him with the girl though dili sila sweet2 but sakit sya...Ako na lang giagi ug lakaw nga walay face reaction mau gani kay naa ko kuyog...
The next day, usab na jud ang tanan, until niingon na jud sya nga maglisod na jud siya ug samot kay he doesn't want to loose me or the girl..Galibog na sad ko, unsa man ni? Kana ganing feeling nga murag unsa diay duwa ani? muari siya nako kung naa ko ug adto sya sa girl kung muanha ang girl?....Confused kaayo ko ato nga time, and I even tried to ask myself nganong ok ra kaayo nako nga mag pakabuta bungol sa mga nahitabo...Nagpakabuang jud ko..I cant even scold him, coz I don't want loose him...I start the day crying and ended it crying as well...Lisora lagi, labi na ug makadungog ka ug lain laing storya sa mga taw..Insulto kaayo sa akoa ba, pero sige ra jud ko nang sige..
BUt then, I came to realize that I think I deserve more than this. I know I would get hurt, I would cry and get hurt...But, bahala na lang guro...bahala na lang...at least Ive learned from the worst mistake I ever done in my life...ang pinaka sakit nga butang...I dreamed of having him forever in my life...I planned my life together with him...Guys, do you think its just right that I let go

Or do you think that it would be better if I fight for it

