Was there a time..

[reginakrys]

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wala pa man.. let them feel pain nuon.. hehe

[sandy2007]

yes.

3x recently and i got a fever 3x because of suppressing my self not to commit a crime.
seriously i had a fever but lasted for a day only ...

grabe jud guru hinuna-huna nimu ato na time hobie sah?..hehehe..gihilanat manjud ka..mai kai wa ka gkonbulsyon?..hehehehe..manginit ra nun akong dunggan..and den og makita ko any dangerous weapon..manginit najud nun tibuok lawas nako..hahahahaha..

[sandy2007]

as in for real? wala.

If you have that intention, stay away or talk to a priest or a counselor.

this is a good idea camzywinsy..yeah i fully agree that a person with this urge should talk to somebody who can fully enlighten them about life..and whether it's important to preserve that life..

[sandy2007]

TS: y mn sad ka ganahn mubuhat ana??

kai naa man sad jud gud ko ganahan patyon bai..galing lng wa pajud ko milabang ana na boundary which sets the limit between sanity and insanity..but the again, i'm debating the thought that it's insane to do so..

[sandy2007]

nope. not even in my dreams.

may i ask nganung nakapangutana man kag ingon ana?

just wanna know bai if i'm the only one with these criminal intentions..perhaps i could find some validity in what runs amock in my head?..

[Tirong-say]

No, i have full control of myself and know my limitation as well, kung dili na gyud madala, palayo na lang.........

[sandy2007]

YES!! it's a human to kill, it's logical NOT to..

personally, YES.. I love to kill somebody(w/c I will not mention nalang the name), if not a sin palang jud..
dugay na jud nako gipatay ang tao....

hehehe..well it is a sin to do so..i think it's already a sin just thinking of it..but the latter is of lesser evil..so we can always think, can't we?..

[sandy2007]

i was hurt by someone emotionally and physically before but wala man ko nag huna2x ug pag kill nya ui..

i believe masochista ka sis..hahahaha..you like torturing yourself..hehehehe..but then again cguru, buutan lang jud ka..that was why you were easy prey to a predator such as the person you loved..or still love..or unsa manjud?..hahahahaha

[sandy2007]

..wala pa naman...
when i feel like i'm so frustrated or so pissed off by someone, i try to calm myself and go to the nearest church and pray/meditate and think things over..it helps lessen the burden...

i agree so too..God always finds a way to enlighten those troubled souls..if they do seek refuge in Him..

[sandy2007]

i mentally imagine an image of that person being hit by a truck . but thinking about really killing him/her? nope never.

i was sooooo close to murdering that person during sleep..standing infront with a knife in hand..i could almost feel the sharp blade slicing through soft skin..the warmth of pouring blood cascading down those cottony sheets..and the familiar gasping of air..guttural cries..and thrashing..as the person tries to take hold onto life..

i can dream, can't i?..ehehehehehehehehehe