ka-survive ra ka ana, sis. limitless man kono atong capacity for pain. time lang gyud imo kailangan. di man gyud ta kalimot pero time will dull the pain, and later on makahinumdum ka pero dili na kaayo ka ma-bother kay na-accept na nimo ang nahitabo. in the meantime, distract yoruself as much as you can. focus on your baby, im sure your baby makes you happy. at least something good came out of the experience, so it wasnt all bad