hala pwera buyag wa pa jud tawn ko kasuway ani eyy...so far sa akong mga na uyab, i was respected man...hope and pray dli jud ko maka uyab ug in anah, kanang manapat...GOD FORBID!!!
Tried it na. kaso lang kulata pod sya in the end hahaha.
pero i wasn't always able to fight back with that person. at first i allowed him to lang, k unsaon man love baya. but in the end, i've had enough. so i hit back as well. i am a sweet person, i can't even hurt a fly. pero that guy really brought out the worst in me.
na abot jud sa point na i couldnt take it anymore, i threw the cellphone towards him (his cellphone by the way, which at that time was a communicator, so you can just imagine it wasnt one of those slim phones or small phones). i really meant to hurt him, for all those times i was hurt.
haiz, after that time, na realize nako na grabe jud ang anger if d ma control. you could actually kill someone or hurt someone badly. maau lang k that time cellphone lang ang within reach. after that session, i went for counselling and learned to deal with anger. yup, i know i had every right to throw that cellphone k i was hurt physically too, but na remember lng nako ang anger na feel ko and it was a bad and uncontrollable feeling, and i didnt want that to happen again, na d na gani ko ka control...
p.s. i was married to that guy na that time. thankfully, that relationship ended, and i'm in a healthier relationship now. so is he (I hope... hehehe)
dili man gali nako kaya mosukol ato na time ipapriso pa hinuon siya.. well, im done with those kind of people. ambot lang jud, grabeh kaayo ko ka martyr sa una. sa sige ug hit wala jud ko ka isa nibaws, coz i know mas mograbe pa. and dili pud ko ganahan mausab akong batasan or akong pagka ako para lang sa isa ka tao nga salbahis.
it was hard at first.. dugay jud makamata ning bulag sa gugma uy.. the pain was unbearable.. but the feeling of reconciliation was addictive... mao nang lisud i let go kay mag hope ka nga mag change cla.. kay gi promise nila para lang magbalik mo.. and the CYCLE begins again..
hahaha.ka funny oi, mao pud raba na akong nahuna hunaon pud.pero dah, molipas ra ni tanan.kron gastruggle pa pud raba ko.kay bag.o ra mi nagbuwag atong akong x nga manakit.moabot ra man pud gud ka sa point nga mapul.an or kapoyan ra ka.mao ra pud na ako gibuhat. naghuwat ra ko sa time kanus.a ko kapoyan and mahurot akong pasencya.pero sa katong mga bag.o pa nagsugod, yaw nalang jud ninyo huwata kay daghan na kaayo damages nga mahimo..
ayaw anang uyab na grabeh magpasakit physically oi.. lisod au na kung maminyo namo.. murag bun-og gawas nmo.. hehehehe...
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