
Originally Posted by
Blackjellybean27
Yes, you're right. i am with him, for better or for worse.. d pa gani mi married noh. mao na diri nalng ko nag pagawas sa feelings ko k i have talked about these before to him. true, there's been some changes for the better in him pero naa jud mga instances (which i won't say nlng ha...) na di jud ma wala. i have to admit i am in love, but not madly in love na i am so blind to everything else.
about me, believe me i am trying to be as close to perfect as i can be. of course nobody is perfect, but still i want to be someone na d na sya magka problem. i made a lot of changes sis. i'm usually close sa mga boys, platonic lang ha. unya they would text me before. but i changed my number na gani so no texting na jud sa boys. d naman ko mag reply sa mga msgs sa friendster if naa mag ask ug number, and the likes. in ader words, i do everything to assure him it's him and only him lng jud.
i guess there was also a time in our relationship na nag jealous and possessive ko. after i found out something. so i guess that time justified pod ang possessiveness ko. but guess what after a few months, i changed again.
sa pgka maldita (because i'm naturally maldita) d pd ko maldita with him. as in. lahi jud ang treatment nako with hm compared sa past boyfriends ko.
i hope that answers your question....
naa gyod guy sis nga seloso nga kon mahimo i isolate naka hapit sa mga male species, but if sa imo case nga di naka happy unsa man sad ang purpose kon inyo ipadayon, each one of us in this world sis, i believed, deserves to be happy, ayaw pagpaka martry....if you can afford it, pag cool off sa mo, give yourselves time alone, after some time of isolation pwede mo mag meet again kana kon willing pa siya then anaha na mo mag desisyon kon stop na ba or go, shud u decide nga stop na , give it proper closure para, para mas faster ang healing, kon sa wound pa, ipatahi aron dali maayo.....remember...there's more for life than what we have now....