Originally Posted by
Blackjellybean27
@maddox_pitt - hmm one of these days kng d tapulan hehehe. tapos mg blow out jud ko kng ma feature. invite ko kau ni jodoyz. hehehe!
@jodoyz - pretty young huh. but to tell u the truth i was skeptical marrying him at first k i know i was young. but he insisted jud. toinks!
during those times, the first time i caught him na he was cheating on me and then after that tellng me to leave him alone k love na jud niya ang girl, super ngpaka martyr ko as in. bckground ko lng ha, i was brought up na brat kaau k only child. unya when i knew he was into someone else, i quit work and then nag full time housewife ko. i made laba all his clothes, i made luto for him, etc etc. as in those things that i ddint do before i really did. para ma feel lng niya love ko for him. nasuko na c papa k seeing me, preggy with our second child unya mag laba pako and all.
when i gve birth to our 2nd child, he left me. and i said ok fine, have it your way. pero d ko na kaya. i asked for him back. ayaw niya and i begged him. as in super kneel down and begging him. yucks oi. kaluod nako thinking bout that. so he stayed, and we constantly fought. naluoy nako sa mga anak ko, esp my eldest na cge na say na dont fight na mommy and daddy. thats when i realized, i cant let my kids see me like this and their daddy being an a$$hole to me. so i left him, gave him his freedom, breaking my heart and all...
so there, i stayed in the relationship because i loved him and i was thinking bout the kids, then realizing in the end, selfish man ko kaau if pugson jud nako. =(
it was soooooo hard to let go, promise. it took every ounce of my strength just to turn my back on him. so that's why naa ko diri cebu. so i dont see him. hehehe.
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