Guyz... I dont understand myself.. Sobra ko ka MALDITA pero not 2 d fact the mosakit ko og tawo bec. sa ako pagka maldita...I guess, Normal lang tingali ni ako reaction or attitude kon maglagot ka sa osa stuation... Ill give u some of my negative ATTITUDES:
1.} JEALOUS type of person (INSECURE) - i usually get jealous sa ako BF na naa mag ibid2x lain maski sa text lang or watever... Then mosinta dyon ko... motubo dyon ako sungay hangtod mag away mi....
2.} NOT TOO PATIENT- dali rako masinta and mapungot even for a small thing.... Then kon mag away nami sa ako BF, dali raman sad au ko ma melt... Mo sorry dyon ko sa TEXT... Dli pa in person kay LISOD na.. Init pa ulo... Usahay wala au ko psensya bah.. w/c is not good to me..
3.} NAGGER- i usually NAGS at my BF... Daghan au ko YAWYAW... bsta Mkahinaayak ko yaawyaw dugay Homan... W/c is still not GOOD to me..
4.} ARTE/DILI HINAGAD- Dats d no.1 atitude daw nako as PER my BF.. thats accdg. to him.. Arte daw au ko.. Dghan sikot2x... Taas au KILAY... Maldita daw au ako mga MATA... BLah.... Blah... Blah.....
QUESTION: I was thinking guyz na maybe i need to take a BREAK.. Maybe i need to have a guidance counsel for MYSELF kon unsa jud akoa PROBLEMA y i became different... no.1 concern nko is my insecurity.. Since, i am this kind of PERSOn, mag ask tako nnyo guyz kon naa ba mo IDEA if asa kaha ta mgpa counsel sa mga ingon ani Bah.... FREE na xa? naa BAyad? asa Dpita? have u Tried it? i have heard na usually daw sa mga MADRE na...? is it TRUE

? and drecho raka adto dd2

? or mgpa schedule pa

hahayz.... I need to enlighten my MIND.... i need to have an answer y i am LIKE THIS.... Its nice na naa mo guide and tamBag nako pramka realize ko sa ako mga bati nahimo...... Pls... HelP......