hehehe.. endless cycle of debt-paying.. that sounds boring.. i dont look at karma that way..
perfection is a very misunderstood word.. a long time ago, i changed my understanding of perfection in a very different manner.. there is no such thing as "perfect already".. perfection is like an infinite climb to perfection.. meaning the act of becoming perfect itself is endless.. it doesn't mean that perfection is unreachable, it just means that if you want to become perfect, then you need to continuously strive for perfection.. in a sense, it is unreachable, because you never get to the end of it, but in a sense, the act of endlessly striving perfection is already in itself "be-ing" perfect.. i hope you get this idea.. i dont know of any other way of explaining it.. you have to grasp the essence of perfection..
karma is similar to that.. we are in the process of becoming perfect.. who knows when that day is.. its NOT an end of the tunnel type na finished na ang story and perfect na..
the universe does not end actually.. i dont really know how i know this.. but everything is a cycle.. how do you know the universe will end? because your life ends? the universe is larger than us.. when we die, who is it that really dies? our material substance does not disappear.. it becomes recycled.. our skin's molecular substances turns into other molecules, into dust, into other organisms when it is being digested.. we are all passing from one phase to another.. our consciousness is dissolved, we cannot anymore identify our own body, but its just a phase.. when our consciousness "fades" away in "death", did we really die? or are we just transformed? like the rest of our body is transformed.. when we are attached to our body, then we think we die, because there is no more body anymore that we are so attached with.. fear is the precursor thought of death.. when we face that fear, death is but just another transition to a different life.. and the cycle goes on..
the fate of the universe is too large for us mere humans to comprehend in our measly little minds.. minds are very limited at comprehending this phenomena as the existence of the universe.. we can only marvel at it in wonder and awe in our human existence right now.. do you think animals or plants even are capable of such "wonder", "awe" and "amazement" that we are capable of?
I'd like to believe that its possible.. after all, that is what in Christianity is referred to as sin-less actions.. and the person of Jesus of Christ has showed us that its possible.. in my studies in other religious text, not only is it possible in Christ, but others have also strived for such perfection in their own ways.. it is amazing how similar they have in principle about the person of Christ.
Humans, by virtue of their souls are always inclined to do "bad" things.. because that is the nature of the soul.. hehe.. surprising how I have arrived to this truth.. but anyway, i'm still not sure what constitutes Free Will.. free will, in so far as my studies on these areas have gone, is given to us by God, very Christian actually.. technically, Free Will is the residue of the Infinite Essence within us.. since we are created in the image of God, therefore we have free will. I dont know what is it within us that has control of this free will.. whether we let go of our souls and choose the Spirit of God to illuminate our hearts, or we let our souls illuminate our hearts and disregard the Spirit of God. where is the one controlling the free will to make this decision.. its still very unclear for me at the moment..
but i'd like to believe that its possible..
i dont know whether we come from minerals, to plants, to animals (ape/dog/cow) then to humans.. but i do know that i am continuously evolving as a human being by striving for the spiritual virtues to be incorporated into my next life.. my aim (realistically speaking, yet however you understand this) is to diminish my ego so as to be a reflection of the divine, that i may practice the spiritual virtues in (if possible) every action of my life now.. --- easy to say, hard to do![]()





